week 2 of school.
no comments.
not enjoying.
till then,

ii guess ii have to have better management of my emotions,
and my 360degrees up and down sides of emotions,
how pathetic.
afterall, its still me, me, me and me.

special fri.
not with anybody,
but wiith my all-time best friend.
siince 2004.
its like we just share e same of everything.
definitely,
at this point of time,
ii am not at home yet.
went pubbing.

just felt that ii neededd a breather over this weekend.
some immune booster to gett me going,
to keep me going, till ii cant take it.

ii dont know how,
ii dont know why,
but ii know ii miss you.

neither here nor there,
either here or there,
ps: ii miss those days,
where ii dont have to give a f damn to anything.

ii am not satisfied.
tell me how,
tell me why,
isit u,
isit me,
or isit ii too. . .

cantbebothered.
can ii just shuff my shoulder off everything that is rested on my shoulders?
no - one understood,
no one tried to even understand.
ii need something that is strong enough to immune that shucks feeling.

till then,
ii promise ii will get u out first.
before ii have the time.

First week of school.
one word.
busy.
busy tutorin lil bro.
busy doing projs.
busyy.
priority, lil bro first .
so proud of myself- ii am a good sister.
muahahaha.
put lil bro first even before my own projs.

still, something is missing.
isit me or.
merely.

meanwhile,
seriously, manyy things undone.
never spent enough time with popo they all,
never read-upp some stuff which ii am supposed to.
all my things are undone.

cos, entire weekend, is just primary 3 maths, english and science.
ii realised, actually to a kid, he yearns and wishes for very simple things.
meal at Ajisen, go play arcade. and others.
yet, why do things get more complicated as one grows up.

still, be thankful. :D
in one way or another.
no one's life is perfect.

Pefect full-stopp at XXXXX childcare.
ii spent 4 months of my 20 years life at there,
2 months attachment,
2 months working.

its just when everything seem so perfect and that special bond is there with all the colleagues,
then it was time to say good bye.
ii miss the kids,
like seriously.

ii told Ming Ming that I will not be coming here on monday,
cos gg to school.
He actually said, dont wan, i dowan you to go school, you change here and study.
aint it sweet?!
and he actually cried when he realised that ii am not bluffing him.

iit just takes one child to really appreciate andd say "Teacher Liting, wo xi huan ni, ni bu yao zhou" . . .
just one.

gave the kids small toy,
gummies.
gave two teachers a small gift,
glad that they like it v. much.
type of colleagues one meet at work place really matters a lot.
ii am one of the lucky lucky one. :)

with great mentor,
great teachers,
great aunties,
great kids. . .


Teacher Eileen and Ma-lao-shi

goodbye .
ii promise ii will be back.

HAPPYY HAPPY 20TH BDAYY

ANA... HAY!!!
:DDDDD

LET THE PHOTOS do the talking :)))
Its ANA's cum photo dayy !

SHAKE HAND CEREMONY
BYY the cchairman of the 20 year old club!!!
G.L.T

Followed by the vice-chairman,
L.Q.L.

shall end off this post wiith this superr
look like dance photo .

MUAHAHAH.

2nd last dayy of working.:(((

tdyy MingMing's parents boughtt me a small gift.
a gold bracelet.
veryy nice. wiith blink bliink.
in fact, iit was the heart that matters.
ii was somehow puzzzledd like why they bought me the giftt.
these few weeks, ming ming became very attached to me.
whichh was kind of sweet in one way or another.

hopefully ii have made a difference in each and every single child in N1.
andd children do go home and tell their parents about the happenings in school.
guess ming ming do tell his parents about me. dats whyy.

felt veryy touched and appreciated.
indeed, its very encouraging.
ii mean like some parents actually do see the efforts teachers put in. :)))

dear kids,

ii promiise ii will be back.

pls dont forget me.

you become what you thiink about.

neither here nor there.

sSATURDAYY.
spent the entire dayy wiith at popo house there,
girl girl ruixi came. :)
still as small size as before.
LOL. its the genes lar!

xiao jiiu woke upp andd went to pp the arcade.
intro xiao jiu to a game.
which was very addictive.
won a lot of minor prizes but NOT the MAJOR PRIZES. !@@#!$!$!$!@$!#@

then xiao jiiu catchh this carebearr.
while popo told hiim whichh one, catchh wherr.
popo was the advisor ehs. XD

girl girl wiith CAREBEARR!

tHE pOoH bearr cann move one. :DDD

My collectiionSss, :DDD
muahahha.
all were caughtt by xiao jiu one.
andd the biig blue carebbear cost about 29.90 bucks if one buyy from outside.

ii know TYL likes carebear.
gotten urs alrdy?
=X=X=X=X=X

tdyy was K2 first full dress rehearsal.
means the hair, make up, the costumes, everything have to be done within the expectedd duration.
everything was kinda hurry hurry, faster, faster, quick quick!!!
=.='''
the moment we reachh, ii got down to serious business.
helpp the kiids to put make-upp.
ii was like not sure how to put stage make upp.
so ii aga aga andd yea, somehow, ii did better than ahem ahem.
anywayy,

all was done.
but mistakes on stage do happen. . .
still, the kiids DO deserve applause for theiir courage. :D

GROUPP PHOTO.
[[tryy looking for me!?!?!?]]

these 2 are loves.
pardon myy biassssssssse-ness.

on the bus backk to school,
ii sat beside them and they just kept talking to me for the entire journey. *griins*
whichh was abt 45 minutes.

ii got them to do a drawiing of me overr the weekendd,
shall see what theyy will give me on monday.. :DDD

rushh home.

went wiith mama and lil bro to see chinese physiciann at Hougang therre.

old ailment.

darn knee.

LOL.

siince 20 years ago,

wheneverr mama have old ailment,
we confirm go see thiis chinese physician.

last time was mama go see,

now iis mama andd ii go see.

*LAUGHS*

happierr note,
iis thatt ii manage to book a dental appointmentt next week!

liike FINALLY.

so CANDYYNIGHTDREAMM !!!

was blog hopping earlier on.
read this somewhere :

A penny for your thoughts. . . .

[People, in a relationship, about 2 years +, there's already a rough estimation of whether he/she's the one for you. Maybe, if you realized, you can’t change a person, then don’t try too hard as it may be a waste of time. 2 years to decide “marriage material” or “not”. If not, say “next!” and go on. =) ]

till then,
NIGHTS.

workk has beenn pretty alright.

just that all the kids came tdy.

FULL-house.

well,

idk why but ii am starting to miss the kiids.

7 more days of seeing the kiids,
7 more days of hugging the kiids,
7 more days of kissing the kids,
7 more days of asking the kids "if they love me not?"
7 more days of every little thing btw me and them .

you will be amazed by the different answers the 3 years old give:

#1.

LT: "Child A, you love me not?"

Child A: " Yes!"

LT: "How much you love me?"

Child A: " So so much!"

#2.
*SAME qns*
Child B: "I love you hen duo hen duo lei!" (translate in chinese)

still got a lot funny answers by the little ones. :D

too much to be mentioned here.

ANDD school will reopen on the 19th. =X

which means proj proj and proj.

working and schooling have its pros and cons.
still, iits a learning experience la.

TYL say ii am being too "theoretical" recently.
LAUGHS!!!```
ii guess iit just my perceptions and feelings nowadays.

being too attachedd wiith the little ones is kind of . . . . .

difficult to be detachedd .

Gfs on Mooncake FESTVIALL :DDD

till we meet again :)

anyway.
thats my babyy antidote which makes my smile every day. :)
aint he adorable?!

celebratedd mooncake festivall wiith gfs.
met them for diiner at ecp.
was supposedd to playy candles at ecp one but well the wiind too big and its all pitch black.
not ggood.
so went to ah li house there the playgroundd and settle down.

me and ah li was determinedd to get the candles lighted up,
while the other 3 busy takiing photos eh. =.='''
anyway, eventually we succeeded.

things got bit too boring and we left playground and off to the void deck.
grp photo and off ii went to take bus home.


backk home.
well.
perhaps, things could have got a bit less complicated.
its how one thinks.

Met shelby at TM after work .
for diinnerr and watch the movie- FAME.
was kind of rush but managed to be in the theatre just in tiime. :)

movie was alright.
ii expectedd better.
anyway.
walk walk ard and bought angie choice cakes home.
bus-edd 67 home then.

fall asleep straightt afterr shower.
LALALALA.

TO: ALL THE CHILDREN,

HAPPYY CHILDREN'S DAY !!!

Have been really busyy prepariing presents for the kiids.
chipp in $$$ tgt wiith the teachers for my N1. :)))

morniing went City Harvest Children's Church service with the kiids.

buss journey there was argh,

BUS keptt jerking non-stopp.

most of the teachers vomitted.

service startedd at 11am.

By the tiime we reachedd there, the entire place was flooded with children of all ages.

seriously, ii damn afraid that my class kiids will get lost or what.
andd N1 kiids are onlyy 3years old .

both of my hands were full .

NOTT by holding bags but by holding the kiid's hands.

No wonder lecturers always say:

"Teacher must have many hands ,

and also eyes at the back of the head."

afterr several squeezing here and there,

we managed to squeeze into the main auditorium.

service startedd.

mixedd feelings.
iits like at the same place,

samee auditorium,
familiar smell,
ii actually miss those days. :(
yet, ii have no confidence iin the weekly commitment.

love the kiids a lot a lot.
ii still snapp snapp a lot photos.
upload another dayy .
see, theyy enjoying themselves la!

anyway,
after everything, it was super late by the time we went back to school.
Everythiing was like "eat quickly!" "faster faster!" "no time already!" etc.
ii would say, almost all the teacherss werre chasing after the tiime.

andd yupp,
afterr work,
ii went to myy last year attachment centre to be "Miiss Santa"
iits better to give than to receive!

gave presentss to the K1 kiids there.
andd yes, theyy rememberred me. :)))
iits amazing to see how much the kiids actucally grew afterr 1 year.

Teacher Justine ask me to be relief teacher there.
but well, maybe when school reopens.
relief teacher iis like as and when they need me, theyy will call me .
andd ii will go.

well, went to my fav swiing playground,
same playground,
same me,
but yet ii have brought different people there. =X
sat there for awhile,
played the swing,
and startedd thinking abt stuffs.
Guess ii have became more wiser and responsible towards people ard me.

TIll then,
tiredd.
NIGHTS.