met B.
went vivo. watchedd the movie "Terminator salvation". . .
movie image and sound effect was cool.
well.

before dat.
hadd late lunch at BK.
sharedd a table wiith a caucassian and a lil boy.
ech illness act up,
andd chattedd wiith the lil boy.
ask him abt his name, age and his school. . . .
hiis name was long. could hear clearly what he saying .
he is 4 years old andd super verbal, telling me all his transformers toy thing.
his school is somewherr in panjang.

HAHA.
andd ii saw TAURUS friend wiith ahem ahem. =XXX
anyway.

random note.

whenn things seems to be peaceful and calm. . .
iit might yet be the start of an erupting volcano.
ii have this feeling.
sooner or later.
idk why.
ii pray.
this time, iit would be different.
a different chapter iin my teeny weeny book of memories.

been sleepiing a lot past few days.
too much sleep, ii procrastinate . . .
too little sleep, ii procrastinate too. . .
ironic.

nahs. . .
just finish chatting on phone wiith Liing,
from proj-> personal stuff-> face book quizes.
HAHA.
was superr excitedd.
TYL, you know why. *wiinks*

PS: great photos :)
beautiful scenery.

OVERDUE-edd photos :)))

TYL gonna kill me whenn she sees thiis.

HOHOHOHO=XXX

Myy all tiime pose!

anndd ii realisedd somethiing.,

ii am kiinda good at makiing monkeyy facess eh. XDDD

MUAHAHHA.

ii am feeling grouchy.
grouchyy!
grouchyy!
grouchyy!
AHH.
feelings tookk a dive,
360 degrees change.
ii cant seem to focus !

unconscious f-upp feelings
iignore me.

this kept me thinking,

"Every child is unique,
different temperamentals,
different ways of expressing themselves,

different developments,

differen manners,

they are simply different."

and so are you. :)

this unique thing got etchedd in my mind siince year 1.
taurus friend reminded me during a chat.

accept your bad and love your good. :)))
ii am supposed to be neutral.
and not bias.
RIGHTII?

random thoughts.
gonna go buy breakfast!

MOrniiNg everyone! :DDD

mama acc me to my new childcare .
so funny.
makes me think back how mama used to acc me last time.

When ii was young, she brought me to school and from school regardless of rain or shine,

as ii grew older, she would still acc me to all the misc stuff,

be it anything.

whenn ii fall sick, she will be the one who wakes up in the wee hours to feed me medicine,

and now, ii still feel like a little giirl,

ahh, no wonder, there's the chinese song about MOTHERS.

how great motherly love is . :)

backk to topic,
went to the new childcare whichh ii will be going on a daily basis in less than 2 weeks time.
first tiime ii was so particular about my physical image.
first impression eh.
definitely, ii smiled and appear to be confident. *LAUGHS*

she brought me around the centre,
introduced me to all the teachers there,
then hadd a pretty long conversation wiith mentor,
ii was prepared. :)

HAHA.
mentor was not that fierce or whatt as i thought she miight be.
infact, after the conversation with her,
somehow, i feel safe. . .
safe iin her hands.
ii told her ii would bug her wiith questions,
and she saidd sure. she would love to .!!!
HOHOHOH. XD

ii pray, ii hope ii will have a fruitful time there. :)
ii am on my own now.
FP,
ii will conquer you,
defeat you,
whatever challenges waiting there,
wait for me.
ii WILL survive through.

mama was waiting for me outside sitting there.
she saidd ii took a long time, she waited for me for 1.5 hours. =XXX
bus to Bedok there, hadd lunchh ,
went see relative andd treatedd my knee.
old injury.
felt old.
HAHA.
andd ii got the white bandage thiing wrapped ard my knee now.

bus home.
mett BB awhile.
slackedd.
andd soon he have to leave for work le.

ndd ii took a nap den. :)

shelby acc me iin the morn to amk inter there.
boughht hp pouch!
yea. like finally.
happyhappyy:)))
Thanks shelby for acc-ing me.
lunch-edd andd bus 74 to sch.

met ana on bus and went sch tgt.
did projects.
idk what to say.
things didnt turn out as well as what ii thought.

went to some charity meeting at 6pm.
introduce ourselves as:

MANGO mang, (NICOLE)
Apple ang, (TYL)
Strawberry, (SHELBY)
Ana the banana, (ANA)
Hazel the nut, (HAZEL)
and Doti. (DOROTHY)

HOHOHOHOHO. XD
and ii am Orange Chen.

Thanks to my randomness and ingenious thought at that moment.
MUAHAHAHAHA.!

bus withh SHELBY.
had late diiner at spore post.
ii guess we were exhausted but didnt manage to catch a wink.
idk why, yes . we were sitting down.
my eyes told me that it wants to close.
yet my brain told me "NO"
iit was that feeling, that shiity feeling.

ii am gonna leave it alone for now.
till my heart tells me to get involved with it.
till my brain gets tangled by everything that is linked.

home kinda late.
mac ice-cream cone made me felt happier somehow.
watchedd Liing's DIY the movie clip for me.
somehow ii FINALLY watch it!

TAN YAN LING.

this is for you. !

guess what,

my water pipe actually turned on whenn ii watchhed the video lar!

oh, tears. ! ~

ii am really touchedd la.

ii have always believed that you,

TYL, will always be my BEST partner . . .
be it school work,
outside of school stuff,
and ,many many more things to come.
and iit will always be in thiis way.

hao ma?

isnt it awesome how me and you just click.
andd how we grew closer each single year.

the same words that we said at the same time,

the same thinking thought at the same time.

the funny stuff that ONLY me and you would do.

TELEPATHY!

AHH!

Dearest Liing,

Thanks for your video,

and everything. :DDD

yea, talking to camera somehow make my QAD, you, silly.

still, ii mulumulu you to the max. :)))

went town wiith BB.
as usual, ii was late.=X
hmmm..
went cine see got what movie watch .
bought tickets for Angels and Demons.

then go eat eat, walk walk.
hmmm..
the cinema was full .
ggot a lot of people watching too .

ii understood the movie.
well.
BB tried to .
movie was 2 hours plus hours.
Hmm.. when walking to busstop,
saw an old ah ma still standing there sell things.
canned food, coffee sachets, tissue papers, and etc.
think she was there for several hours.

bought tissue papers from her.
$2 for 1 packet.
haha. kinda ex though.
but heart was still happy.
lalalalala :D

and funny thing was when ii approach e ah ma and wanted to buy from her,
people also came forward and buy sth.
guess its just typical asian.
scared of paisehs this or that . ?
iinitially ii also scared wierd wierd de,
but still approach her .
andd help her earn several bucks.

bless her wiith good business .
ii get kiinda emotional when see dao old folks so old le still so xin ku.
seeing them make me more certain that i should treat my parents better.

lalalalalalallalaa!!!
bus home wiith BB .
and slacked ard.
BB boarded the last bus home.

happy moments pass like "phew"
so fast and quick .
every moments counts.
somehow, we do not really spent as much time as many couples do.
my studies, attachment soon, and your working hours.
all these is enough to make us have lesser and lesser time tgt.

still,
BB, dont let your mind wonder around,
thinking that ii will . . . change or whatsoever .
my words remain.
not fickle-minded .

and ii know you will read these. :)
Time to rest . . .
BB. !

sat wiith Baby ruixi .
let the photos do the talking. :)

yes, ii love Barney.

sweet smmile :DDD

Xiiao jiiu trying to "diao" the carebear.
think its in the genes.
II am addicted to this "diao-diao" machine too !!!

yes.
sweet baby,
sweet girl,
sweet voice,
sweet smile.
simple love her. . .

post for BB.
small baby have,
BB also have :)
LAUGHS`!

yepps.
misses.
one week never see dao BB. =XXX
till tmr. :)

miss your silly .
rest early. :D

-------------------------------------------------------------------------

cariing BB,
silly BB,
always have thousand and one methods to make me smile,
andd yes,
Tiing lurbe BB.

WE promisedd to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 tgt !

photos took "ii forgot when"

AH ZIHUI! ZOOM iin!
AHH!!!

TAKE 1 nd TAKE 2
TAKE 1 super funny,
AH ONG take the photo .

make me distorted. =XXX

AHH!

heng TAKE 2 is NORMAL!!!
ii change my position !!!

mama pei me go city plaza look for phone pouch.
but haiis, dont have lei.
so many handphone shops.
but none of them got sell the pouch ii wan .
sad la!

badd sun.
hot weather again.
went home rest awhile.
prepare-edd andd went meet gfs!!!

met gfs at CATHAY!!!
AH LI, AH POH and AH ZIHUI !!!
watchedd the movie: The Night at The Museum 2!
show was nice, funny andd thrilling.

you never know when the next thing at the Museum gonna come "alive".
movie was "thumbs-up"
andd caughtt iit wiith gfs was "thumbs-thumbs-upp!"

went PS meet AH ONG!
diiner-edd at LongJohn! :)
happy diiner, happy time, happy chatting about secondary school days.
best part was AH ONG and the canteen.
the cleaning part,
the complaining of AH LI's group making the canteen tables dirty and never clean. LOL

AH ZIHUI wasting papaya during f&n lesson,
throwing all the papaya fruit into the dustbin when she needs only the papaya skin.
LOL.

CLASSIC. best was PE !
we all have our fair share of pon-tank-ing PE class!!!

iit felt like the entire LONG JOHN was ours.
HAHA. laughedd and talkedd like no one's business.

seriously,
ii miss ii miss ii miss those days.
wiith every single one of them .

went to the open plaza of PS,.
got the idk what concert.
see see da zui ba awhile and left

bus home wiith AHPOH!
homesweethome :)

HAPPYY 20TH BiirthDAY
SHARON DU!!!

welcome to the 20th club :)))

clearedd DAC module.
perfect full-stop.
andd tada, ii going fp in 2 weeks plus time!
positive thinking ehs!!!

HAHA.
went Ikea wiith cliques.
TANYANLING, LIMQIULING, SHELBYLIM. :DDD
lunchh-edd. andd slackked.
SHELBYLIM left first.

searchedd forr lesson activitiies materials. :D
saw finger puppets.
but well. doesnt suit the theme of mine. =XXX
anyway.
saww many nice nice bedrooms!!! AHH~ three of us super fascinated by everything there la!!!
seriously.
andd cam-whoredd!!!

then, we wentt to anchor point,
nothing there.
take photos.
eat my banana. 2 servings of fruits every day !!!
slakcedd.

andd went to Queensway shopping mall.
nothing there too. =XXX
LOL.
sharedd a bowl of laksa wiith TANYANLING nd LIMQIULING!!!
***there goes their running.***
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

in conclusion: we took 180 plus photos.
pro hor. =XXX

theyy sendd me to bus-stopp to take bus 197.
andd home!!!
bus journeyy 1hr plus.

homesweethome :DDD

Tune-in for photos.
one day.

ii didnt knew how to make you happy.
ii didnt knew how to make u smile.
ii diidnt knew how to cheer you up.
ii didnt knew how to assure you.
worse of all, ii wasnt there when you needed me most.
ii am not a good gf.

ii will do whatver iit takes to make you feel happy.
ii will do whatever iit takes to make you smile.
ii will do whatever iit takes to cheer you up.
ii will assure you.
promise you.
ii will.

feeling blue. :(((
ii think iits me.
endedd upp making a mess again.
didnt know you will feel that way unconciously,
ii am trying.
ii need more time.
sorry.
ii know ii have been saying more tiime many times.

missing pieces.
mixed emotions.
stuff-ed upp feelings.
AHH.

II amm backk !

got postedd to a centre at Simei!
iits a private centre.
FINNALLyy..
location wise, iits kiinda. . . "near"
hmmm.. ii hope thiings will turn out well.
ii will miss my previous mentor, the teachers there, andd the kiids there. :)
attachment starts in 3 weeks tiime.
ii pray, ii pray, ii pray.
ii can make iit.
andd thiings goes well. !!!

CIRPE presenation was kiinda slackk.
presentedd to my cliques and jessica.
super funny la.
LOL. ANA and JESSICA assessed me.

home.
cold cold weather.
perfect .

till then;
BYE.

at home the entire day.
hadd a niice sleep. :D
HAHA .

finalizedd CIRPE individual assign.
andd printedd.
happy :D
cos iit means one more down. !

if ii dint rmbb wrongly.
tmr julina will tell us whiich centre ii am gonna be attached to. . .
bless me !
wiith a good centre, good people andd a good mentor !
AHH. FP attachment starting soon !!!

Dearest BB.
miissess !
you meant a lot to me as each day pass by.

Nights.

PART 1

met shelby iin the morningg at spore post.
she acc me to ecp to collect sand.
many many sandd. think got a lot of kg lor.
reason: shh.
ii need it jiu dui le.
sun was shiit.
superr hot.

ANDD SHELBY save a STARFISH!!! yesh !
a green star fish.



we collectedd many thiings at the beach.
LOL *secrett*
both of us sweatting liike hell lor.

lunchh at mac.
the aircon shiiok!
WAHAHAHA.!!!

andd chiit-chatted.
decided to go andd see the"diao-diao" machine to see got niice things.
we change 1 dollar only.
there cheat money one. =XXX

anyway. slackedd.
shelby acc me home wiith the sand.
cos reallyy superr HEAVY la!
then restedd awhiile.

andd she acc me go my neighbourhood area to collect stuffs.
enjoyedd looking at the plants and flowers wiith her!
the bees, the colourful flowers, blablabla.!
LOL. broughtt her to my house there play swiing.
HAHA.

soon, acc her go busstop wait for bus.

HOME.

PART 2

dint rest dao.
busy prepariing materials and stuffs.
exhausted.

PART 3

met gfs at CATHAY to celebrate SHARON DU 20th BDAY!
was super late =XXX
diiner at ASTON.
diiner-edd.
walkked to parklane there the Mindscafe.
well, super crowded,
so went to coffeeclub.
too full.
drankk water.
HAHA.

chit-chatted..
andd LAUGHS.
MUSTMUST!
well.

so qiiao.
Ong bf bday iis 20 Jan 89.
Liing bf bdayy iis 19 Jan 90
andd BB is 18 Jan 88.
HOHOHO. how cool.

niice time talking wiith Ong,
andd heariing her r/s stuff .
HAHA.
cool.
Dearest AH LI, dont worry too muchh.
whats meant to be will meant to be urs de.

left coffeeclubb 10 plus pm.
saw xiiao jiu and jiiu mu nearby.
HAHA. they drove me home andd ah li also hiitchedd a ride home.
yupp.. xiiao jiiu boughtt me supper.
gave me extra allowances to use. :DDD

home sweet home.

PICTURE TIME :DDD

SHARON DU HUIYING!
21 MAY !!!

BEST gfs. :)))
miiss secondaryy school days wiith every siingle one of u !

have been real busy past few days.
tiired.
late nights, lack of sleep, unbalanced diet= SICK
got siick too.
BB has been real sweet and caring during this period.
HAHA.

finally, iits e weekend again.
still, not much rest though.

Ystd was one month wiith BB.
PHEW, how time flies.
siimple.

hadd diiner near my house.
BB dint wan go far far cos ii m kinda sick.
he ordered blackk chicken soupp and "qing teng" hot one for me.
sort of meant to be good for my cough and running nose.
LOL.
he makes sure that ii finish upp everything.
super full.
LAUGHS ! ! !

short updates, andd
ii will be backk .!
SOON !
BYE :D

BACKK ! PART 2

wennt parkwayy just now wiith mummy.
wentt renew singtel line.
hmm.
got LG touch phone.
askedd best friied for opinion.
among all the phone, well.. that seems to be the best.
HAHA.

well.
hope the phone turns out good.
anyway.

goona be a long dayy tmr.
NIGHTS. !

spentt the entire noon teachiing lil bro science.
diversity, plant system.
anddd ii brought hiim to the neighbourhood to see plant.
miini field-trip.
to apply on what he have learnt.
think is the ech spirit.
HAHA.

and guess what.
we saw mimosa plant.
both of us damn amazed by the closing of the mimosa la.
well.
stood there and observe whether it will open after it close.
YES, it OPEN la!

alalalala.
going to bed now.
tired.
BYE.
tmr. tmr. tmr. ii will get things done again .!

meanwhile.,
silly BB,
miss you.

sleptt till super shiiok.

muahahaha. ! **happyy**

been long since ii last slept til so shiiok le.

things went pretty well, whenn ii have enough sleep.
yep. my energy booster. !
still, 24 hrs a day aint enough for me.

BB !

till the end.

huggs.

\\

ii promise, promise, promise

ii will find time for you.

[ miss-miss-miss ]

you la
:)

with you, ii smile.

Phew.
end of the week.
tmr no school.
finally.
ii can sleep and lai-chuang !

brain partially damage now.
stomach certified dead.
muscles aint coordinating well.
AHH. how cool.
sick body.

assignments.
workload.
arss.

BB,

sry for not having time to acc u ,

sry for the neglecting ,

ii believed,

we will stay strong,

so will you be patient?

ii do miss you la.

misses :)

tired.
idk why either.
its the mind, body and soul.
yupp.
daily routines are such a chore.
ii wana sleep,
peacefully without any bad dreams.

shoulders are loaded with many things,
projects projects and projects.
ii am beginning to feel the overwhelming stress.
one at a time, ii am lifting them down.

FOCUS,
ii need you.!
behold.

ITS my DAYY !!! ~~~

PARTT 3 !!!
(as continuedd from my bday celebration ystd)

BB gave me 3 surprises.
one by one reveal-ed.
HAHA.

First,
BB asked me look outside of my house,
then ii dint see anything.
calledd him andd saw one biig rectangular present.
broughtt it in andd open.

BB D.I.Y himself.
whiich is why he has been sleeping super late past few weeks.
*sweet*

Afterwhichh, he said go out to the 8th floor,
andd up ii went,
he gave me roses. :D
*sweet*

silly. told me he overslept but actually he reached alrdy.
then ii still slowly slowly preparee.


PART 4 !!!

celebratedd bdayy wiith family andd BB.
usually, is celebrate with family in the night one.
well.

funny.













My family. :D

ii have eaten 20 years of rice from papa and mama :)

PART 4 !!!

BB gave me letter,


whenn ii saw the hp number,
ii knew it was cliques la!
but surprise andd never expect that BB and them are in this together. =XXX



actually there are 10 missions for me and BB to complete.
but due to last min changes,
ii only did the mission #10.
sryy eh. !

crack the codee and ,
met cliques for diiner at vivo the AJISEN.
ii could forsee a series of impending pranks from cliques. !
indeed.

there's a saying: There is always peace / tranquility before the storm.
and this apply on me.
AHH !
ordered food.

everything was super safe untill we finished the food.

FIRST, they got me 2 special candles that can never be blow off one.

SECOND, all the pranks were waiting for me and BB.
HAHA. theyy are super good at the pranks and surprises.
one prank after another eh. =.='''
andd there were many people at AJISEN also.
yet COMPULSORY to fulfil their pranks !!!

omg. super no comments la.
cliques, you know best.
ANA bake strawberry cheese cake . !
but HAHA.
the cake was getting smaller and smaller during the pranks.

AFTER everything!!!
theyy gave me presents!!!
really love everything very much !

just when ii thought you all were too busy to celebrate with me,
just when ii thought my celebration wiith you all ended ystd at the snack bar,
in fact, everything were planned in GREAT DETAIL.
andd you all were kept veryy busyy preparing!
the cake, the cookies and etc.
really veryy surprised.

really appreciate everything !
Thanks for such a "MEMORABLE" evening on 1st MAY 2009 !!!


Gave my dearest a big biig hug before we left,

sorry for the past few days.
shouldnt have. . . you know what ii mean.
ii trust you like how ii have always been for the past 2 years plus.
ii love ya

and will continue to share my deepest secrets wiith you like how ii have always did.
will you?

CLIQUES :DDD

Presents from cliques !

The cookies whiich they bake for me !
sweetest !

Presents from best friend- Eli-tan :)

Presents from gfs :)

One year ago wiith gfs :D

One year later :D
still going on stronger and stronger. . .

The lil puppy lil bro bought for me.
sweet .

sweetest was BB .
always never sleep enough for the past few weeks.
cos of work andd prepare surprises for me,
love all the surprises you prepared for me,
love the way you treat me,
love the way you care for me,
and always being there for me,
BB, Thanks for eveything u did for me.
mmuacks.
really felt that happiness could be that simple. :)

--promises.--
till the end.

HADD A REAL blessed andd HAPPIEST 20th birthday,
wiith all my love ones.

thanks for all the birthdayy wiishes .
andd BB acc me till 1may was over. !