The trouble with life isn't that there is no answer, it's that there are so many answers.

AHH!
how can ii forgett aboutt my blessings for YEAR 2010!!!

here it goes!!!

hope that my family members
stay healthy and happy!
health is more important than any other things.
strike 4D. rofl!!!

for one and only babyy,
hope that you will do well for your studies,
do well for your attachment,
smoke lesser,
sleep earlier,
eat healthier,
drink lesser,
stay happyy always.
smile more.
andd andd andd love mi more and more :D
blehs *

for gfs, (Poh, ah li, ah ong, ah tan)

hope that in year 2010, all of us graduate with A star results!
overcome every obstacles positively :D
andd may our friendshipp/ sistershipp grows stronger and stronger.

for one and only BEST FRIEND, E-LI-TAN.

do well for your studies,
all the best for your FYP attachment
sleep early,
dont trouble yourself with r/s stuff,
STAY clear from all the "redundant flies"
andd andd meet me more :D

and FOR MYSELF.

get the scholarship,
graduate with good GPA for year 3.2
think postitively,
stronger r/s with bbabyy,
strong immune system!

well, think dats all...

perfect fullstop to year 2009.

cheerios 2010 !!!

Last post of YEAR 2009 !!!

SO FREEZE, its gonna be a LONG post, ii guess. :)

PHEW,

in a blink of an eye, year 2009 gonna end in about 12 hours time.

maybe ii should say, 2009 has been a tough/ challenging yet fruitful year for me!!!

ACADEMIC!!!

Last few months towards graduation in poly.
field practicum this year has been AWESOME!
MENTORS, TEACHERS, CHILDREN which ii have met, have been GREAT!
they make up nearly 70% of my HAPPINESS!!!
first time celebrated teacher's day,
first time received teacher's day presents and xmas presents from the kids.

been rushing throughh every single projs,
rushing to apply for uni and scholarship...
still, ii am glad that things do goes pretty well for me,
if everything goes well, ii guess my next year would be even more fruitful and challenging!

II pray that no matter what decisions or things ii do now,
"you" will guide me eventually to my final goal.
for ii know you have always been walking side by side with me :)
one day, ii will go back.
this, ii promise.

Lurbe since 14 April.

lurbe have been sweet this time,
somehow, glad that you have always been there for me even though time have alwayss been a factor.

this picture explains how ii felt,
andd the speciall "someone" is babbyy.
somehow, ii gues my strengths complements your weakness,
and your strengths complements my weakness.

imperfections make perfections.
guess this is how compromise is being made.
and its amazing that we have managed to come so far,
and many more far distance to walk hand in hand together. yea?

and yes, GLT lurbe you more and more every single day. :)

Friends and family have been supportive and great.
Gfs have always been sweet and accomodating,
THANKS for always being that sweet andd lovingg bunch !!!

FAMILY have always been a place where ii can be my true self.
my temperament, my character, my way of doing things,
afterall, who know me the best? definitely, is family.

despite every quarrels, ii know they are still the one who cares most about me: DDD

AT THE end of the day,
COURAGE is still what ii needd the most to overcome every obstacle.

Last but not least,
ii know every obstacle that ii overcome will make me to be a stronger person,
so ii wont ask "him" to give me a smooth and easier path,

BUT a path which is challenging and exciting.
for ii know ii will become the type of person you want me to be.

THANK YOU TO EVERY SINGLE one of you,
who have made me smile in year 2009,
who have made me frown in year 2009,

GOODBYE, 2009.
cheerios!!!

spent my entire sat at home.
watch-edd tv like e entire day.
ah yi ask me go out wiith her and giirl giirl,
ii actually toldd her next time bahs.
just felt like stayiing at home.

idk how to explain,
my current mood.

after all the happenings,
GLT's mood is like drastic fall from sunny weather to rainy with thunderrstorms weather.
now, ii fully understood some principles of life.

seriously,
ii dono where my path leads me to.
my dreams, diminishing and fadiing everyy single day.
how pathetic. :(

maybe ii should cast away those dreams and be more realistic.
sometimes, life HAS to be that way.
reality is afterall that cruel.

ii cant help but walk the path which reality leads me.

Christmas eve WASS AWESOME!!!

PARTT 1.

Partyy at Ah poh house!

damn cool.

accompanyy was even more thumbs-upp!

b, ah poh, ah li, ah ong, ah tan, ah li bf.

PIIZZA diiner was yummy,
gamess withh them were superr cool.
HAHA. most impt is we ENJOYEDD ourselvesss!!!

Photos sayy all.

my angel is actually XU AH LI!!!

hahahah!!! thanks for yourr hello kiitty tee.!!!
loves!!!

PARTT 2.

cabbedd go home change andd went bugis meet b NS frens.
steamboat.

laughs! what an eatiing dayy.
muahahaha.

leftt 2plus am frm steamboat there,

cabbed to e-litan house.
cos of some redundant flies.

boo.
yucks, ii dont like them.
not at all.

playedd alcohol games.
damn the alcohol.

think 4 plus or 5 plus am then home sweet home.

PHEW.!
busyy busyy xmas..

still, EVERYTHIINGG was LOVES.
MINUS Of the REDUNDANT flies presence.!!!

HAPPYY 20th BIRTHDAYY

JOVIIN CHONG!!!

ah chonggg,
hahaha. congee jovin,
amazinglyy ii managedd to dig out these"old-not so glam photos." HAHA.

cant rmb whenn was e last time we ever tookk photo tgt le.
yes, that toot with spects is me. like duh.

rmb those days when we would always pon school,
tookk bus 13 all the way to inter.
thenn idk wher we slack.
HAHA.
tonning at ur house like super often,
acc u to bake cookies for somebodyy call benjamin X
alwayss doing silly stuff tgt.
REMEMBERRR not?!

THose were the days.
whenn we were plain 13,14,15,16 .

meett up liike soon?
the last time ii met you was like ....

MAY all ur bdayy wiishes come TRUEE!!!

another week has passedd!!!
duhh, superr fast la.
so happyy, ii earnedd $$$ thiis week.:DDD
muahahha.
its been like projects, work, projects, work... week.

alrightiie,
elearniing week is overr.
officiallyy 2 weeks of holidayy. !!!

Xxmas is like soSo near...OoooooOOoO =DDD

i thinkk ii m' enjoyiing myy partiallyy work life more now,
tiime seems to pass by faster.
with my little ones.
:)

been busyy cracking my brain, my mind, on the christmas presents ...
for cliques,
my MORTAL #2,
andd b.

haha. for cliques,
sort of gotten almost all of theirs presiie.
its like a tradition since year1,
loves.

while thinking abt theirr presie,
ii cant help but to think of what ii wannn for my christmas...
*griins*

.:: WANTS list ::.

ppl, pls dont be overwhelmedd. !!!
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okay, ready, thats just a warm up ...

.:: WANTS list ::.

-> hair cream.
-> bottle. cos tyl say ii have been using plastic water bottles. :(
-> niice niice clothiing.
-> niice niice nail polish colour.
-> niice niice palms.
-> myy foreverr so thiick eyelashess!
-> face shop makeup remover.
-> mp3 earp[i]ece.

BOO, not quite a lot afterall right?!
HAHAHA.
anyy kind souls? `LAUGHS`

lotsa of shopping overr the weekendd for presiiesss.
christmas mood.
damn cool!

Babbyyy,

HApPy 8th monthh.

How time flies.

lurbee you la.

proOmise,

always will be there.

pHOTOS @ the airport. :)

weekends has always been a sort of breather for me.
busy sat.

sent da jiu to airport with family.
then walk ard at airport withh popo and grandpa.
well, seriously, nothing one la.
just walking, walking and walking.

mac for lunch.
grandpa was super cute when he ate the cheese burger.
he ate 2 somemore.
HAHA.

xiao jiu came and pick us upp.
vrooomm .... go ah yi house againn..
see ruii xi girl girrll.

oh ya, though ii spent the entire of my friday with girl girl,
still she was loves.
candy sugar la.

yuupp, back to topic.
mama asked xiiao jiu go by the new expresswayy, KPE?
ndd ii saw e familiarr road.
the familiarr sign boardd.
tempted.

haha. we got sort of lost, andd "dou feng" for abt 40 mins.
Super funnyy la.

went ah yi housee then playedd with herr.
left iin the eveniing.
home-edd, changedd and out agaiin.

this time, went town meet b and his friends.
caught mid-nightt movie- The storm warriors.
kk lor. dontt quite like.

while waiting for movie, went shoppiing for christmas presents.
HAHA. was kind of fun and cool.

anyway. cabb-edd home wiith b.

ii think ii left my soul somwhere with you.

why do i have to meet you?
why do you have to hurt me?
when ii gave my heart and soul to you.
*from a part of a song*

fragile heart,
can you still take another blow by whoever who wanna leaves?

do fairytales even exist?
intuition told me its just a matter of...
female colleague once told me that parents can only have one,
but husband can change their wives or have many wives.
pathetic fate.

ironic.
damn the reality.

met b at bugis .
diiner-edd at V8 cafe.
:)

thenn walkk ard, and home-edd.
he gotta do hw.
so yupps.

cause ii know you wont feel at ease till you completed your hw.
so ii told you eat hao le jiu go home.
helpp b with his posting.

iif can help you, surely ii wont hesitate.
so dont need to worry.
ii promise,
ii will always be there.

friday, like finally.
phew.
another week has passed.
gasping.

had OBHRM presentation.
well, ii presented. tried.

projects wiith the usuals.
from 11am till 4plus pm.
brain-dead, like totally.
nice and comfy raining weather was such a spoiler.
spoil our moods for projects.
yawning like duh.

finallyy met gfs at parkway for diiner.
KFC, they love KFC. =X
still, time spent was cool.
last time met up with them was like during mid-autumn.

anyway,
went shopping.
thenn sat at some very romantic area outside MOS,
5 chairs and 1 round table, which was just nice for the 5 of us.

discussed about our christmas party.
at Poh house.
damn cool,
the games: limbo and musical chairs and etc,
the angel and mortal game,
the decoration,
the food,
the drinks,
the company!

Dear MORTAL #2,

ii know who you are, BUTT you dono who ii am,
just take care la!!!
HAHAHAHA.

TILL the truth reveal la!

christmas mood~
presents,
presents,
and presents. . .