afterr discussion wiith family,
decidedd to go ahead with the intial plans.
Chalet for 21st bdayy .
friends ndd relatives.

no more "special" place.
never miind.

that weekendd is super peak period,
thats y the chalet rate for 3 days 2 night is like OMG.
but still.
neverr mind.

anywayy.

dont habve to crackk urr dear head for the present.
cos there arre many things that ii need.

no teddyy bears or any soft toys pls.
COS they are REDUNDANT.
ii have a lot of teddy bears alrdyy.

so NOONOOO teddyy bears or any soft toys!

meanwhile~

dont get SHOCKEDD by the list of things ii listed here!!!

1. Ipod touch

2. The instant kawayii fujii camera
(ehh. the type wher one can get the photo instantly from the camera)

3. Backkpackk - NUM, Addidas.....

thats all for now.~

any kinnd ndd sweet soul ?!

its WEEKENDD!!!

wentt for e-trial test for BTT in preparation for this mondayy BTT test.
hope that ii will do well *griins*

ndd eli-tann acc me to sch to do some stuffs.
lunch-edd nd off to town.

watched the movie: When In Rome.
movie not badd.
anyway,

boughtt this witth eli-tann.

Symbolizes our strong-never-ending friendshiipp. :DDD

II guess the time ii spent with e-li-tan is more than b.

idk why everytime when e-li-tan andd ii go out,
ii will always have many suggestion of programmes for us to do,
or plan and decide interesting upcoming activities for us to be DONE.

but ...

its not the same.
enjoyyedd HERR accompany and presence!
its like backk to those days.
meet upp every week.
do crazyy nd silly things tgt.
complain this and complain that to her,
never get angry or quarrel with one another.
shares ALLsecretS

MY life now= Work, BTT, B, E-li-tan and gfs.

Thats all!~

BYE.

finally,
end of this week.
tmr no workk.
teacher's training day.
GLT can FINALLY rest. :)

been thinking, thinking, ndd thiinking,
finally ii decided not to have dat "grand" chalet thingyy for my 21st bdayy.
frens say "but, 21st lei, if you dont wan chalet then how u wanna celebrate?!"

ii dont like to entertain, dont like to plan big gatherings all those,
simply dont like.
though it may be fun but in one word, its just too TROUBLESOME.

sOo Dear Frriends,
ii, still preferr individual groupp meet-upp celebration if u wanna celebrate with me.

spending with family ndd my love ones on the eve ndd the actually day of my 21st bday,
at a "special" place.

well~ till then. :)

ii needa good restt.
busy dayy tmr.

Happyy Birthdayy to TWO of my DEAREST Friiends.

HAPPYY 20th Birthdayyy!!!

ndd

HAPPYY 21th Biirthdayy!!!

though we rarely or hardly meet,
still.
theyy were once part of the chapterr in my life.
andd yes, they have made a difference in my life in one way or anotherr.

friends are afterall friends.
do smile andd be happy, yea?

ii think spore reallyyaint a good place for couples.
boriing.
ii prefer to have many activities planned .
andd ii just go andd not me thinking and planning what to do.
or maybe its the timing.
too little time if one wanna do many stuffs.

feeling real siick siince ystd.
badd throat, bad cough = NO VOICE!!!

colleagues have been great,
ii m just like the lil girl,
ii must sayy,
my class teacherss really take GREATTcarre of me.

treat me eat this nd that,
always buyy food for me den dont wanna collect $ from me,
in other words, too NICE!
AWESOME.

thats why even when ii m so so sick,
ii still turn up for work,
cos TOO many trs andd even auntiess have taken MC,
ndd ii donnt wanna cause Tr X to have bad headache of not having enough staffs.

ii m thankful. :)
ciiaos.

nights, earthlings.!!!

alrytee...
previouss week was like clubbing week.
kiinda unhealthyy thoughh.
still,
blasting music,
accompanyy,
alcohol,
new friiends,
were loves.

Muahahah, ps* dont get mii wrong,
GOH LI THENG aint addictedd to clubbing.
ii am still dat "plain jane" next door.

yupp,
exemptedd frm writing clinic.
kiinda happyy.
at certain point in my life that ii am experienciing now,
doubts nd fears began creeping into my passion, my goals.

but somehow, reality and academic stuff seems to show thatt ii can do it.
yet,
suddenly, ii reallyy aint sure if ii am cut out.
should ii change my career path?
OR should ii JUSTT go ahead?


14 Marchh was 11 moonths anni wiith b.
still, thankfull for the many happy moments that we have sharedd togetherr.
despite everything,\
ii m glad that u have always been there.

14 April, iit would be even better. :)

HAPPYY BIIRTHDAYYY ,

Myy ONE ndd ONLYY BEST FRIEND.

!!! EILEEN TAN!!!

___hopee u like e "surprise", e present nd lastly the celebration!!!___

mET her ardd evening, caughtt the movie: Beiing Human.
ii remembered hermentioning dat she wanna catch this movie.
andd cabbto illuma to watch this movie.
afterwhich, tookkk neopriints. :DDD cool man~

brought her to mof there and have diiner.
everything was like omg!
cos ii have to contact her "surprise" andd plan the time nd place to meet carefully lest she found out.
once inside e mof, ii went outside to meet the "surprise" !!!
The "surprise" is Jeff la. ahahaaa... ndd dinner-edd. ate bday cake.
initially, there aint any plans after diiner, jeff suggestted clubbing.
so off we went.

how time flies~ jeff drives now.

why is everyone having lic ???
anyway, quite cool though,
drove to zoukk. ladies night :DDD

reach there like 10plus pm, still so quiet lo.
not many ppl yet... 11plus pm, then the dj hit the right music.
like finally. ndd yupp, too many things happenedd.

made some interesting friends. superr tiired la!
cos ii reachh home abt 4plus am...
e-trial test e next dayy at 9.15am...
ndd am workkkingg from 12pm - 6pm... !!!

ndd my eyes cant help but kept closingg...

Just a wrap-upp of the happenings over the past few days !!! :DDD

busyy busyyy life nowadayss!

been busy meeting nd catching up wiith the old kakis...
funan, tony, jeff nd e restt.

hadd shhheeshha wiith funan, tony and elitann at Haji lane.
nice ambience.
deco not bad too.
just that it was my first time trying that long rubber tube with apple taste.
*griins*

ndd went top 1 ktv for singing sessiion.
frm 10plus pm till 5.30am.
initially was fun. but as time passed by, the shack feeling overwhelmed me, started to get tired, and fff freezing la.

left earlier before e session end,
funan sent us home.
ii guess,
the last time ii saw funan nd tony was abt 3 years plus ago.
when ii was in my 17.
nd now, 21. =.='''
we shall see when's e next meet upp eh.

anywayy.
kind of miss those days....
when e groupp of us will just slack and ton-edd under void-decks or at one another's house,
merely drinking and yaking till the sun rise and shine.
seriously, iiff given me another time to make e choice,
i would not have made dat decision but to let the groupp of us remain how it was.

At least, we get to hang out tgt unlike now.

monday.
first day of a new week.
not so good thing happened on the first thing in the morning during work.

have a small tiff with b earlier on.
over trival thing.

GLT aint a gd gf.
always expect a lot from you,
expect a lot of changes from you,
yet, ii guess,
ii am still as wilful, unreasonable and demanding at most of the times.

ii can be as loving at a moment,
yet show you 360 degree change of attitude the next moment.
unexplanianable. i cant control my temper.

afterall,
ii guess ii am just not good.
not good.

if one day, you cannot take it,
i can understand why.