mett sec school friiend go gaiigaii agaiin..=) haoo kaii xiin orhs! hurhurr``wentt rp to finnd the Miss Tan Zihuii dann shunn biian see the hey-gorgeous..tdy, theyy at therre...so ya..=X hmm..dann met ruiifen, anotherr sec sch frenn for awhiile..dann she habb to go backk for presentatioon lerr.. everywherr is aiir-condiitionedd lar-theiirr campus..nott liike miine..-_-''' everywherr so hot andd no place to sit..

dann eatt hao ler, Miss tan zihuii go backk class fer presentation dann we wenntt to causeway poiint..therre superr BORIING larrh! nothiing to doo and the arcadee really CMI.. -_-'''=X dann eatt agaiin att banquett..

afterr datt jiiu go mariina sq miit jiingwenn watchh moviie lerr..yepps.. veryy loong no see daoo her ler..=) ate at some jap restaurantt, iinsiide the staff all wiierdo la..so nooiisy..arghh..andd the food superr ex..iimagiine an indiian speakiing japp languagee..-_-''' got out of therre asap once fiinishedd food..watchedd the nanny diariies thatt moviie..err..nearlly fall aslpp hallf wayy..quiite boriing thoughh.. haas..=X *ROAR*

so ya..by thenn is alrdyy 9plus pm lerr..wenntt home afterr thatt..at eunos bus iinterchange whiile waiiting for bus, therre got one wiierrd uncle.. wahss.. so afraiid he will foollow me..his actioons everythiing aree wiierdd la.. pluss we aliight at the samme stopp..ii quiickly walkkedd.. *pheww*

reachedd hoome lerr..see tbee awhiile..dann jiiu onliine til now lerr..

nothiing speciial eiither..=X

agaiin, recently, my post will be liike thiis..sryy for ppl rreadiing thiis..somee badd worrd usedd..

myy emo-ness came agaiin..

afterr readdiing soomeone's xxxx, dann ii understandd watt doess the date stannds for..ii guess iit siigniifiies a speciial dayy for both of you...

diint felt good nor alryte afterr seeiin thatt..

thiinkiing backk, iif ii dint agrreed to ur reconcile dat time, ii wouldnt have been hurtt ddeeperr.deeperr than you thoughtt it was..

probb ii am the extra one that hiiderr you..

ii know iits not worthh itt anymoore..

stopp your S-O-R-R-I-N-E-S-S ...to me...

No amountt of sryy saiid cann heal my broken heart.. it hurts..

you aree a jerkk! a reall JERK!!!

andd ii hate you, ii hate you for all those damm hurts andd unworthyy tearrs you causedd me!

hate you for all yourr empty promiisess , hate you for yourr selfiishness, hate you for yourr sharpp words that piiercedd riight deeply iinto my hearrt..whiich still bleeds terriblyy noww..

ii hate you for causiing me to lose complete trust

iin thiis wordd calledd "LOVE".

you seems to be able to make your escape from the bloody pastt-bloody memorries,andd startt afresh wiith thatt...

ANDD yett ii am still stuckkedd by all thesee shiit.

doesntt matterr..you causedd me to be iin thiis mess..to be addiictedd to all thosee unneccessary thiing..

ii hate you, seriously hate you!

iif ii hadd a choiice agaiin, ii would ratherr not know you, not have aanythiing to do with you.

andd not owniing these paiinful tragiic memorriies..

whiich ii am tryiin veryy veryy hard to gett riid of..

its not as easy as you thoughtt it was..

youu aree liiviing so happily, enjoyiin thatt someone's company everythiing, beiing suchh a "sweettt"xx to thatt someone..

andd yett ii am still tryiing to heal myselff froom those damm hurts andd paiins you have iinfliictedd!

walkiin thiis whole journeyy all alone once agaiin..!

you arentt worthh it...

.gett out of my liife.

you weren't even miine iin the fiirst place.

hurts and memoriies wiill be wiith me as loong as ii liive..

ii regretted.

[[G.O.N.E]]

..ii cann neverr be as happy as ii usedd to be..