3.47am.
close to 4am.
waking upp at 7plus am laterr.

ii cant sleep.
ii caught onlya few winks of sleep.
ii wokeup frm my bad dreams.

you called, ii answered.
we soundedd like 2 strangers.
iit made me even more afraid.
alone.
with no one by my side now.
made me even even more afraid.

ii cried many times.
crybaby.
ii cant control.
lostcounts of the number of times ii shedded those tears.
ii m sorry iif ii cause you to be in a worser state than me.:(
ii really love you from the bottom of my heart,
iif not ii wont be in such a terrible state.

ii ruin everything iin my own hands.
ii wont blame you for being in this way now.