Nott a goodd dayy tdyy..=( wenntt to attendd myy secc school classmate wakke...haiis...wennt wiif jas andd rachel andd met Mrs Estherr Ng andd otherr frriends therre alsoo.. haiis..
vague and fondd memoriies startedd to flow pastt myy miind agaiin..

haiis..jiiu not iin a good mood..aiint feeliing riight..heartt got heaviier and heavvierr as we arre aboutt to reachh the wakke therre..indescrible feeliing..miixed feeliing..=(
been classmates wiith her for 3 yearrs lerr..e lastt tiime ii saw her, she was iin ICU.. tryying her veryy bestt to gett well...annd she told me thatt when she getts well, we wiill go shoppiing..
but haiis...
rememberr those dayys duriing f&n practiicall, she is my parrtnerr.. she cooks greatt food andd she LOVES cookiing.. haiis.. but heavenn not faiir to her bahs..
so earlyy jiiu took herr awayy... =(

haiis...as ii walkedd nearrer to see her for the lastt tiime, ii heldd backk my tears.. wann her to go iin peace.. iin my hearrt, you will always be rememberedd.. everythiing.. sat at the wakke there for a periiod of tiime.. thiis is her lastt journeyy lerr..

haiis..hadd a lot a lott of thiinkiing tdyy.. a diiff perspectiive of liife andd deathh.. guess therre are a lot of thiings she has yett accompliishedd iin liife..ii beliievedd and prayy for herr to gett eternal liife andd happiiness iin heaven.. a place wherr she will be free from all the paiin andd terror of siickness..

liife iis shorrtt, cheriish everyone arounnd you before its too late.. suddenly realiisedd ii have neglecttedd a lot of ppl.. everyyone..

bu zhii daoo whyy he" so angryy wiif mii.. but jiiu haiis.. really henn sorry hen sorryy... diid ii do orr sayy somethiing wrong.. doubtss have been flashiing pastt myy miind siince morniing.. haiis.. ootherr thann haii-iing, ii dono watt ii cann do and say lerr.. moodless~

hadd a badd dreamm thiis morniing.. so badd thatt ii criiedd iin my dreamm andd iit woke me upp..=( haiis.. whyy aree badd thiings revolviing arounnd me noww.. ii dontt wann the badd dreamm to happenn iin realiity..

everyone will go.. itts justt a matter of whenn andd how...
whetherr you make a diifference iin someone's liife,
or not beforre you go iinto anotherr realm..

ii m afraiid, trulyy fearr thatt one dayy maybe ii justt sleep all e wayy..andd neberr wakke upp andd neberr have e chance to tell the ppl around me thatt ii really cherrish andd love them a lot a lott..

haiis..=(

whatts wroong wiith me..

iis therre a mediicine to curre me?!?!