black best describes all myy feeling-nesss. :''(

to be or not to be.

to be bothered or not to be bothered by any of u,

to be ignorant or not to be,

to smile from the bottom of the heart or just a "heh-heh" ,

to feel appreciated or not to,

to bitch or not to,

doesnt pay to be kind,

not gonna be that kind nor that generous giving to those ungrateful fellows.

damn that tiny winy kind of heart that made me feel sry for you,

to think that things are gg to continue for XXXX ,

it just piss me off.
ii swear ii am gg to ...

to think of it,

it just made me see things clearer of who are true and who aint.

in other words, to stop me from being that dumb afterall.

ii cant wait to end everything with a fullstop,

til one day, the volcano erupts,

thats it.
by then, perhaps, one will know how ii once felt.