HELLOS :)

hadd myy 12 hrs of beauty sleepp .
beenn a long tiime siince ii last sleppt for so long.
slackk-edd, onliine-edd, ...
nothiin speciial though.
diiner-edd at joo chiiat therre.
porridge.
so shiiok, weatherr freeziing cold, so ii suggested go have porridge for diiner.
yes! andd we diid. ! was yummyy!
ii hadd 2 bowls of porridge somemore !

popo house-edd,
tv. then broughtt lil bro home.
acc hiim play disney monopoly.
iin the end, he wiin, cos he has more money than me. T.T
LOLS.

mummyy andd papa boughtt duriian backk!
whee~ suppra deliicious andd niice larr!
the smell also damn power lor!
iif ii could use one word to describe, iit would be "SHIOK!"
serriouslly!

OH~ denn ii play audiition awhiile ,
andd ii am here!

the block behiind popo house have funeral,
the chants werre so loud that ii could hear so clearly.
dont know why sadness just overwhelmed mii. :(

ii just have thiis fear for myy grand pa.
he is gettiing old,
andd aint the same as before, weaker.
ii have lots of things whiich ii wana do wiith grandpa andd popo.
driive them around iin my new car,
briing them go eat good food,
celebrate myy 21st bdayy tgt wiith themm.
learn cookiing from popo.
ii am afraid, afraid that ii cant wiin agaiinst tiime.
as ii grow older, then ii realise that famiily meant a lot to me,
ii rmb iin the past, ii would rank "hiim" as first,
followed by friiends then famiily.

how wrong andd siilly cann ii be ryte,
sometiimes, ii do wonder, what exactly is life?
life iis too short to even regret .
can one surviive wiithout boyy-giirl love?!
**siigh**
but ii know ii cant survive wiithout kiinship! family love!
whyy cant thiings be as siimple as possible.
ii miiss my e-lii-tan liike fcukiing lots!
ii know iits kiinda random,

ii know iits holiday now,
but ii just cant help but to have that guilty feeling of not doiing anyythiing.
boo.
life iis dull,
who will add colour iinto thiis dull liife of miine?!