SC talked to me onliine earliier on.
recalled lots of memorries.

used to have a "wu-guii" famiily iin 2005.

formedd by 8ppl.

we all knew eachh otherr from church thru the same cg.

fated.

8 of us just auto cliicked tgt.

lots of ton-niing underr HDB-flats, eachh otherr's house andd playiing iin the sea, gettiing dead-drunkk tgt. . . etc.

doiing all those badd stuff whiich students would do.

2005 was the year whenn ii was the most rebellious.

yet the most exciting andd best year.

fun was all ii thiink about then.

iignorant iindeed.

hangiing out tgt always, there was morre to friiendshiip.

thiis like thiis, thatt like thatt.

andd ii was one of this and that.

madee a wrong deciision andd everythiing was changed.

thiings werent the same liike before.

words were thoughtt morre carefully before speakiing out.

lesser andd lesser hang-outs tgt.

lesser andd lesser communiicatiion tgt.

**siigh**

how ii wish ii dint made thatt deciision.

damn.

would save me from everythiing den.

oh ya, backk to the SC talked to me part..
now left only me andd leenx close.

SC andd "jerk".

the rest gone-ed.

afterr goiing a biig round ii am backk to the same ciircle. =(

howw ii wish ii was "her"

thenn ii would have the chance to understand you better.

to thiink ii still. . .

ridiculous.

iif only,
one day, when ii am readyy to be friiends wiith you again,
ii will.
yes, one-day.
ii promiised.