Life is a game, play it. . .

2011-12-31T22:11:00.005+08:00

in 2011,

many unforgettable and great memories happened,
there were the good ones and the bad ones.

Highlights were:

went Boston for 5 weeks summer immersion with Wheelock Cohort 4,
Fenway,
Red Sox,
Newbury Street,
Dunking Donuts,
Rockport,
Blue Man,
Downtown crossing,
H&M,
Alewife,
Shaws,
Lobster,

& the list goes on and on. . .
it was the first time i became really independent on my own, and i made it.

went on short holiday trips with loved ones. <3
baby cousin was born 1 day after my birthday,
and whats left was school, crashing for assignments, working, meet-up with gfs.

and i hope for a Better 2012 !

I hope that :

b
- stay happy and healthy
- More luck
- Good r/s with colleagues
- More positive thoughts
- <3 mi more (i wlll <3 you more too)
- find his goal

Family members
- Be healthy (health is the most impt wish that i could ever wish for them)
- Dont worry and be happy
- Strike 4D !

Lovely gfs
- Get good grades
- Clear all modules in XXX
- Be happy always :)
- Lesser KPop stuffs (these things are occupying too much of their brain)

Finally, MYwishes
- remaining semester be enjoyable and memorable.
- more discipline and time management (always struggling) :(
- find a suitable and great job after grad
- I hope that i will not lose contacts with degree classmates after grad.
- Grow more hair on my head, pls!
- Eat lesser, lose more weight!
- be more understanding and patient to b and my loved ones ^^

Happy New Year!

2012,
SHALL be a Great Year :D
so cheerios!

2010-09-26T15:36:00.002+08:00

here ii am.
like finally.

1st sem of uni almost cleared soon.
BYE. assignments.
but ii will miss flooding emails to project mates. :)

celebrated dearest ah li bday ystd at holland.
babyy was best. work and serve and play with us at the same time.
bet ah li was shocked by all our surprises!
SUCCESS, poh!

andd slackedd with b .
moodless. cos my pouch went missing back then.
ignore him.

still,
ii think babyy is always trying his very best to make me feel love.
to the extent that i always bully him.

ii will think of ways to be the sweet gf la.
trying. ~ ~ ~

andd .
ILU.

2010-08-02T23:07:00.003+08:00

Embarked on a new phase of journey.
6weeks into wheelock went by like phew!
amazing project group mates: MelMel, Deb, Hazel nd Ying!
the 5 of us managed to survive tgt.

ii seriously like the way the role the 5 of us played throughout the 6 weeks.
it used to be : THANK GOD, ITS FRIDAY,
but now it should be: THANK GOD, ITS OVER!

but seriously
ii miss them .
my grp mates,
Felicity,
Susan

in them,
ii really saw
strong commitment,
strong passion,
strong interest,
never-ending effort,
and
same goal.

in making a difference in children's lives!

Symposium was AWESOME,
Drama performance was AWESOMEx2
It was just a perfect fullstop for the beginning.
ii am sure, that this 2 years with Wheelock is gonna shape and equip me for my future career :D

it aint gonna be easy,
but ii know ii can overcome them one after another. :)

cheerios~

2010-05-21T00:39:00.001+08:00

One month liao.
too busyy , no time for updates.

as usual,
busy wiith studying for FTT, driving, working, acc-inng babyy, best fren...

kind of unhealthy lifestyle for the past few weeks,
drink drank drunk.
late nights.
kind of addictive when one is troubled, you see.

ii m glad that ii felt better after everything.
just when ii thought things would be better,

everything went wrong, hay-wire again.
idk what are the plans he have for me,
was told not to look back.

best fren hinted me, maybe we should go back.
go back to where we came fromm ndd serve the children ministry.
still thinking.

anyway,
wil be back soon with more.

be patient,
wont ya?

GLT wanna go tour ard the world,

every single corner, to see the different views of life.

GLT wanna play, relax and enjoy the beauty of life.

2010-04-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

pigg b is still sleeping, ii guess.
still say will wake up.
boo.

GLT been busy with preparation of the partyy .
ii m proud of myself.
anyway.
see ya at the partyy .

on thhe other hand,

ii think ii need to find more time to STUDYY FTT laaa....

arghhh.

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ii will.

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ii m curious to know what best friend have got for me for myy bdayy,

ii m curious to know what will happen on that day,

ii m curious to know what special surprises will there be.

ii cant wait..

2010-04-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

25th April,

GLT had her first driving lesson.
with best friend.

ii swear the initial moments while waiting was nerve-breaking.
for me la.

next thing, ii knew, ii sat beside the instructor, Sam.
luckily, he was super patient and soft-spoken.
it kinda kind of liike calm my nervous--ness.

lesson was 100 minutes,
60 minutes later, ii was taught how to drive the car.
forward and reverse,
nd ard the circuit.
wheee~ stepping the right amount of the accelerator, the brake, and turning ard bends.
challenging yet fun!

handbrake decided to make things tough for me,
no matter how hard i press the button,
it just wont go down. =.='''
heng~ he helped me eh. nd the third time, ii sort of know how to release handbrake.

Instructor Sam gave me this green apple.
it was kinda random thing,
anyway,
iit still made my first driving lesson happier. :)))

as for now, ii think he's like the best instructor,
i even have that thought of wanting him to be my fixed instructor.
but cant.
sad-edd.

still, an interesting drivingexperience afterall. :D

ii believed lesson #2 would be even better.

nd ii cant wait.

2010-04-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

work have been busyy.

nicholas,
kanon,
kaelyn,
stephanie,
dylan,
hongjay,
marcus,
melody

had made my work life as challenging andd tiring for the last week.
this week,
ii pray that they will be better, at least tone down a little little biit.
just a little will do.

no time to study for FTT, or do other stuff,
cos too tired and no energyy left after work every day.

think gonna get some chicken essence SOOOONNNN..

BYE.

2010-04-01T23:49:00.003+08:00

so so not feeling welll.
working life have been so far so good.

on the contrary,
have ii been greedy ?
or too ....?
or too.....
forget it.

stomachh kinda upset today.
its like NOT WELL.
idk whyy.

somehow.
ii cant feel certain things that ii needed like most NOW from u.
love?
care?
concern?

NONE. boo.
yet is them. amazinglyyy~
is those old kakis.
forever always so good.
sleep now.
or maybe thats the way it should be.

wordss left unspoken.

dont like u.
dont like u.
really dont like u!!!

why so so so different?

dont bother.
seriously.

on a random-errr note:

HAPPYY APRIL FOOL's Dayy !!!
~not yet been fooled or trickedd by anybodyy yet.

2010-03-31T22:46:00.004+08:00

afterr discussion wiith family,
decidedd to go ahead with the intial plans.
Chalet for 21st bdayy .
friends ndd relatives.

no more "special" place.
never miind.

that weekendd is super peak period,
thats y the chalet rate for 3 days 2 night is like OMG.
but still.
neverr mind.

anywayy.

dont habve to crackk urr dear head for the present.
cos there arre many things that ii need.

no teddyy bears or any soft toys pls.
COS they are REDUNDANT.
ii have a lot of teddy bears alrdyy.

so NOONOOO teddyy bears or any soft toys!

meanwhile~

dont get SHOCKEDD by the list of things ii listed here!!!

1. Ipod touch

2. The instant kawayii fujii camera
(ehh. the type wher one can get the photo instantly from the camera)

3. Backkpackk - NUM, Addidas.....

thats all for now.~

any kinnd ndd sweet soul ?!

2010-03-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

its WEEKENDD!!!

wentt for e-trial test for BTT in preparation for this mondayy BTT test.
hope that ii will do well *griins*

ndd eli-tann acc me to sch to do some stuffs.
lunch-edd nd off to town.

watched the movie: When In Rome.
movie not badd.
anyway,

boughtt this witth eli-tann.

Symbolizes our strong-never-ending friendshiipp. :DDD

II guess the time ii spent with e-li-tan is more than b.

idk why everytime when e-li-tan andd ii go out,
ii will always have many suggestion of programmes for us to do,
or plan and decide interesting upcoming activities for us to be DONE.

but ...

its not the same.
enjoyyedd HERR accompany and presence!
its like backk to those days.
meet upp every week.
do crazyy nd silly things tgt.
complain this and complain that to her,
never get angry or quarrel with one another.
shares ALLsecretS

MY life now= Work, BTT, B, E-li-tan and gfs.

Thats all!~

BYE.

2010-03-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

finally,
end of this week.
tmr no workk.
teacher's training day.
GLT can FINALLY rest. :)

been thinking, thinking, ndd thiinking,
finally ii decided not to have dat "grand" chalet thingyy for my 21st bdayy.
frens say "but, 21st lei, if you dont wan chalet then how u wanna celebrate?!"

ii dont like to entertain, dont like to plan big gatherings all those,
simply dont like.
though it may be fun but in one word, its just too TROUBLESOME.

sOo Dear Frriends,
ii, still preferr individual groupp meet-upp celebration if u wanna celebrate with me.

spending with family ndd my love ones on the eve ndd the actually day of my 21st bday,
at a "special" place.

well~ till then. :)

ii needa good restt.
busy dayy tmr.

2010-03-23T22:45:00.004+08:00

Happyy Birthdayy to TWO of my DEAREST Friiends.

HAPPYY 20th Birthdayyy!!!

ndd

HAPPYY 21th Biirthdayy!!!

though we rarely or hardly meet,
still.
theyy were once part of the chapterr in my life.
andd yes, they have made a difference in my life in one way or anotherr.

friends are afterall friends.
do smile andd be happy, yea?

ii think spore reallyyaint a good place for couples.
boriing.
ii prefer to have many activities planned .
andd ii just go andd not me thinking and planning what to do.
or maybe its the timing.
too little time if one wanna do many stuffs.

feeling real siick siince ystd.
badd throat, bad cough = NO VOICE!!!

colleagues have been great,
ii m just like the lil girl,
ii must sayy,
my class teacherss really take GREATTcarre of me.

treat me eat this nd that,
always buyy food for me den dont wanna collect $ from me,
in other words, too NICE!
AWESOME.

thats why even when ii m so so sick,
ii still turn up for work,
cos TOO many trs andd even auntiess have taken MC,
ndd ii donnt wanna cause Tr X to have bad headache of not having enough staffs.

ii m thankful. :)
ciiaos.

nights, earthlings.!!!

2010-03-17T18:51:00.002+08:00

alrytee...
previouss week was like clubbing week.
kiinda unhealthyy thoughh.
still,
blasting music,
accompanyy,
alcohol,
new friiends,
were loves.

Muahahah, ps* dont get mii wrong,
GOH LI THENG aint addictedd to clubbing.
ii am still dat "plain jane" next door.

yupp,
exemptedd frm writing clinic.
kiinda happyy.
at certain point in my life that ii am experienciing now,
doubts nd fears began creeping into my passion, my goals.

but somehow, reality and academic stuff seems to show thatt ii can do it.
yet,
suddenly, ii reallyy aint sure if ii am cut out.
should ii change my career path?
OR should ii JUSTT go ahead?

14 Marchh was 11 moonths anni wiith b.
still, thankfull for the many happy moments that we have sharedd togetherr.
despite everything,\
ii m glad that u have always been there.

14 April, iit would be even better. :)

2010-03-10T21:18:00.001+08:00

HAPPYY BIIRTHDAYYY ,

Myy ONE ndd ONLYY BEST FRIEND.

!!! EILEEN TAN!!!

___hopee u like e "surprise", e present nd lastly the celebration!!!___

mET her ardd evening, caughtt the movie: Beiing Human.
ii remembered hermentioning dat she wanna catch this movie.
andd cabbto illuma to watch this movie.
afterwhich, tookkk neopriints. :DDD cool man~

brought her to mof there and have diiner.
everything was like omg!
cos ii have to contact her "surprise" andd plan the time nd place to meet carefully lest she found out.
once inside e mof, ii went outside to meet the "surprise" !!!
The "surprise" is Jeff la. ahahaaa... ndd dinner-edd. ate bday cake.
initially, there aint any plans after diiner, jeff suggestted clubbing.
so off we went.

how time flies~ jeff drives now.

why is everyone having lic ???
anyway, quite cool though,
drove to zoukk. ladies night :DDD

reach there like 10plus pm, still so quiet lo.
not many ppl yet... 11plus pm, then the dj hit the right music.
like finally. ndd yupp, too many things happenedd.

made some interesting friends. superr tiired la!
cos ii reachh home abt 4plus am...
e-trial test e next dayy at 9.15am...
ndd am workkkingg from 12pm - 6pm... !!!

ndd my eyes cant help but kept closingg...

2010-03-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

Just a wrap-upp of the happenings over the past few days !!! :DDD

busyy busyyy life nowadayss!

been busy meeting nd catching up wiith the old kakis...
funan, tony, jeff nd e restt.

hadd shhheeshha wiith funan, tony and elitann at Haji lane.
nice ambience.
deco not bad too.
just that it was my first time trying that long rubber tube with apple taste.
*griins*

ndd went top 1 ktv for singing sessiion.
frm 10plus pm till 5.30am.
initially was fun. but as time passed by, the shack feeling overwhelmed me, started to get tired, and fff freezing la.

left earlier before e session end,
funan sent us home.
ii guess,
the last time ii saw funan nd tony was abt 3 years plus ago.
when ii was in my 17.
nd now, 21. =.='''
we shall see when's e next meet upp eh.

anywayy.
kind of miss those days....
when e groupp of us will just slack and ton-edd under void-decks or at one another's house,
merely drinking and yaking till the sun rise and shine.
seriously, iiff given me another time to make e choice,
i would not have made dat decision but to let the groupp of us remain how it was.

At least, we get to hang out tgt unlike now.

2010-03-01T23:50:00.002+08:00

monday.
first day of a new week.
not so good thing happened on the first thing in the morning during work.

have a small tiff with b earlier on.
over trival thing.

GLT aint a gd gf.
always expect a lot from you,
expect a lot of changes from you,
yet, ii guess,
ii am still as wilful, unreasonable and demanding at most of the times.

ii can be as loving at a moment,
yet show you 360 degree change of attitude the next moment.
unexplanianable. i cant control my temper.

afterall,
ii guess ii am just not good.
not good.

if one day, you cannot take it,
i can understand why.

2010-02-27T14:00:00.002+08:00

beenn busy wiith preparation of BTT.
been busy with working.
been busy with worrying over maternal-side of the family issues.
been busy with many other things.

Aww. i only have 24 hrs a day.
minus of 8hours of sleeping hours on weekdays= 16 hrs
minus of 9 hours of working on weekdays= 7 hours.

ii only have 7 hours a day to do my own things.
7hours.
only.

weekends are a breather for mi. :)

2010-02-23T23:52:00.002+08:00

31 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT GIRLS

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

*Think its true*

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

*Yupp*

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)

*Yupp*

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

*No comments*

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, shewill melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

*Not really, but aint it the start of a r/s btw the girl and the boy?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

*Definitely true.*

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

*Smiles*

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

*The boy can never guess and understandd how a girl feels, never ever.*

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

*nahs, dats too fantasy, not realistic at all.* shoo~

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

*guess so~*

24. Girls love having fun!

*DEFINITELY!*

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

*YES YES!

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

*DUH! what e * the guy take the prettier friend girls for?!

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

31. Girls always hope that they can always remain as friend with their ex. But never know how

*Yupp, its still better to have one more friend than having one lesser friend, right?

PS: The comments in blue are merely based on GLT'S opinions.
so yupp.

too busyy nowadays.
will update more when less busy.

tune- in....

2010-02-16T23:51:00.004+08:00

CNY for me has been so-so.
rarely felt the festive mood.
only love the ang pow part.

anyway.
i dont like things to be in this way,
why why why.
why must it alway be like that?
W-H-Y?!

i dont like.
do you evenn get it not?
i hope things dont get out of hand,
i hope everything is really alright.

why always assume ?
insecure feeling once again. :(:(:(

2010-01-26T12:04:00.002+08:00

black best describes all myy feeling-nesss. :''(

to be or not to be.

to be bothered or not to be bothered by any of u,

to be ignorant or not to be,

to smile from the bottom of the heart or just a "heh-heh" ,

to feel appreciated or not to,

to bitch or not to,

doesnt pay to be kind,

not gonna be that kind nor that generous giving to those ungrateful fellows.

damn that tiny winy kind of heart that made me feel sry for you,

to think that things are gg to continue for XXXX ,

it just piss me off.
ii swear ii am gg to ...

to think of it,

it just made me see things clearer of who are true and who aint.

in other words, to stop me from being that dumb afterall.

ii cant wait to end everything with a fullstop,

til one day, the volcano erupts,

thats it.
by then, perhaps, one will know how ii once felt.

2010-01-25T13:20:00.002+08:00

Life Path Number 6:

The Nurturer

Whether you are a man or a woman, if you are born under the Life Path Number 6 you have the gift of being the emotional centre of your family (or workplace, or town).

In order to feel happy, you must feel useful, and useful you are.

A Life Path Number 6 is the ultimate family head, not in a dominating way but more like the axle on which the wheel turns. This is the most home and family oriented of numbers.
You are probably always ready to offer a friendly ear to a colleague, a home-cooked meal to a sad friend or a soothing touch to a sick child. You have emotional support to spare and your advice (when you give it) tends to be practical, kind and effective.

Although your own moral code tends towards the conservative, you try very hard not to judge anyone else and this shines through in all of your dealings with people. You are probably loved, trusted and admired by those who know you well. The downside of this wonderful nurturing ability is that you may feel that you are always the one waiting to pick up the load that other people drop.

This is a very real danger for you, especially from the unscrupulous types who have no qualms about letting someone else do their dirty work. So ingrained is it in you to help wherever you can that you sometimes assume that everyone in the world is as trustworthy and fair as you are. If only it were so. This tendency to take on the burdens of others doesn't just apply to strangers and acquaintances: family members and other loved ones who are great people may often find themselves leaning on you just a little too heavily.

From time to time, it is in the best interests of a Life Path Number 6 to say no, even if it's just for the practise.Remember that it is sometimes just as helpful to let your loved ones take a little fall as it is to catch them.

ii think its accurate,
"you may feel that you are always the one waiting to pick up the load that other people drop. "

disppointed,
not appreciated?
duh.
fake.

2010-01-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

went rendezvous hotel for food tasting wiith family :D

certain foods were alright but not the fish and the duck.

dont liike.

HA.

it seems like its some kind of standard menu for wedding and company's diiner.

all the dishes like abt the same one.

now ii understand why ah yi didnt wan this type of wedding banquet.

yet she goes for simple buffet.

quite tiring though.

poor xiaojiu.

gd luck to your new married life in march!!!

nd ii cant wait to go for the weddiing!!!!! ~

2010-01-23T01:47:00.002+08:00

went see doctorr again.
damn ,
keeps coming back.

!##@$@!$#$@#!#!$% :((((

lunchhedd at sing post.

nice xiaoguo mian.
walkk ard.

wanna be a SUPERRfillial daughter this yearr,
not that ii aint fillial. but key word: SUPERRR

so gonna buy mama cny clothings for her once ii get my pay,

super broke now also.

finally got some stuffs on hand settled.
fewer burderns,

andd yupps.

projects,

mio-tv,

food,

aree my LOYAL-companions.

II realised,

as one grows older,

family seems to be moremoremoree important,

maybe not to all,

but to me, YES.

friends will change,

but no matter how family change, they will still love me

and treat me like their one and onlyy precious.

GLT's time= work, projects, family,the kids, b, gfs, best gf.

PS: Sequence does not affect the importance level.

2010-01-22T01:11:00.001+08:00

while waiting for ah yi and giirl giirl. . . .

nddd, went ponggol plaza wiith ah yi and girl girl for lunch at suki sushi.
yummy yummy. tempura with curry rice is yummy. :DDD

andd ah yii wanna cut hair,
so took photos wiith girl girl. !!!

her wiidest SMILE =DDDD

Look alike?
hahha. she loves me,
andd ii love her too !

andd cheeeeze. !

afterr discussion wiith ah yi,
a business plan was etched iin my mind!

damn excitedd about it!
though now it seems far,
but ii am superr excitedd about my own business!

went home,

sharedd wiith papa nd mama!

they also very supportive!

yesh, ii can do it!

ii am gonna make everything come real before ii HITT 30!

so from now,

ii will do my plann andd so calledd "researchh" properly!

andd acquire as much skills as possible!

yepps!!!

damn excitedd!

just thinking abt it made me damnn high la!

AHH~

at this moment,

its not fantasy nor imagination,
just wait and see.

2010-01-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

attendedd NUS nd NIE talks.
more choices, more opportunities.
gonna try, least ii regret.

babbyyy boyy came find me for diiner duriing evening.

thinkk less than 2 hrs,

he jiu went home le.

sharedd many many things wiith b during dinnerr.

felt better.

ii hope, in future, when there are problems,
we will also be able to talk things out like how we did today.
somebodyy once told me the key to r/s is endless commuication.

its scary when couples dont talk,

aint it?

this type of thing wont happen to us right?

*fingers crossed*

andd ii know u are trying very hard.

yet the most ii can help you iis that much...

2010-01-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

its B's 22nd bday.
andd hadd a lil surprise for him.
yuupp,
hope u enjoy urself though.

Happyy 22nd Birthdayy.

all the bestt wishes for year 2010. :D

2010-01-16T02:04:00.000+08:00

Wwentt wiith family to papa's company diinerr.
att Raffles Town Clubb.
damn grannd.
the momennt ii stepped iin, was like "WOW."
in future, ii alsoo wann my wedding so grand so fairytalle one. :XXX

anyway.

food was alryte,
time passedd super fastt.
enjoyedd :D

II swearr this iis my first tiime being so near to a Python.
*superr afraid*
the man wantedd to put that snake around me,
of cos, ii said, "No thanks" but suggested touchiing it.
OMG, the feel was like superr leatheryy !!!

The 3 of us.

andd yes,
ii am still thankfull for myy familly.

2010-01-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

finally its e weekend.
inner smile like finally.
felt my existence finally.

met up with lovely gfs yesterdayy at raffles.
supposedly to celebrate Jw's bday.
but in e end she cannt make it,
so had dinner and we catch upp.

last time we met was 1 month ago.
for xmas.
walkedd to esplanade there and cam whored.
nice scenery .
nice place for couples too.

bad service at chocz.
superr spoiler can.

cutest and sweetest part was gfs actuallyy got so angryy and pek chek wiith the service.
ask me to go complain, who knows there might be free complimentary to sth.

andd ii am glad that gfs played a part iin my life.

till feb,

manyy misses.

2010-01-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

things have been rather gloomyy nowadays.
certain things could have been said.
iif only iicould.

you werent there when ii neededd you like most these few days.
shucks.
never mind,
still,

ii am learning to be independent,
since "alone" likes to follow me.

ii would prefer face to face confrontations,

rather then others.

unclear line.

swayed determination.

ii need some "medicine" to cure every feelings dat ii am experiencing.

its still me, me, me and me afterall.

2010-01-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

FInally,
IEP poster presentation
over.
thankful!
everything were quite alryte, in fact not bad.

sometimes, ii ponder.
ii wonder why,
ii twirl round nd round to find the answer to the qns: "why?"
afterall, it matters, dont they?
still,
ii am learning to be more xxxxxxxxxxx .

dont like e fact that things get more nd more complicated with the same "apples"
but when its time to be cast aside,
it might mean another beginning.

2010-01-08T13:01:00.000+08:00

last day of working before e-learning ends.
the fulfilment was cool.
meaningful afterall.
iin my familiar environment.

home-edd, diinerr andd preparedd!
mett e-litann at her house there wiith Jason.
haha.
kind of last minute thing.

drankk at Mel's place while waiting for K-session at Teoheng.
chiit-chattedd.
the blasting SUPERRold school musiicc.
andd the lovellyy ambience.

reachhed teoheng there too early.
so camm-whhoredd. :D
been long siince we last took a decent and nice peekk.

andd time to go in.
the systemm there was damn cool.
upgradeedd, high-tech liao, all touch-screen andd 3 microphoness..
HAHA.
superr sua-gu.
been abt 1yearr plus siince ii last went there to sing ler. -.-

anyway.
2hrs aint enough.
sleepp over at her house.

playedd games.
drank some ii think quite sweet the vodka,
well, she dont like. but e taste alryte leii.

andd knockk out at ii think 6am...
HAHAHA.
last weekend before realityy sets in.

till then . . .
PS: the timing of this blog post is wrong.
ndd too lazyy to change,.

BYE.

2010-01-07T12:57:00.000+08:00

submittedd AYC groupp proj.!!!
ampyc "rackyy" was next.
anyway.
met b at Serangoonn andd bus to Bugis.

walkk walkk andd shopped ard.
home-sweet home.
andd helpped didi with his maths hw,
so tough.
iideedd, b maths is better =/
lalalallalalaa...

andd oversleppt,
so slept over.
workk the next dayy and off he went home. :D
SUPERR tiring.

2010-01-06T01:11:00.002+08:00

finallyy got myy scholarhsipp done.
busyy day.
still a fun one. :D
wiith myy all-time best gf.

andd afterr datt was shopping and movie at PS.
caughtt the movie chipp-munks.
haha. cute chippmunks.
spent $$$ like water. =.='''
LALALLA.

late diiner,
AWESOME afterall.

time passedd superr quicklly!
when one is enjoyiing and having fun.

so happy,
now it seems like things are back to those days,
those days of randomness and the fact that we actually make THOSErandomness real!

Upcomiing- Activitiess!!!

Teo-hengg and mel's place.
Wild wild wet.
shopping for cny clothings.
movie.
1 day shopping @ johor.
go doll-upp hairr.
dress upp andd take niice neoprints.
go sign upp for driving.

AHH~ ii cant wait !
damn cool.

2010-01-04T23:54:00.003+08:00

watching my little N1s became N2s.
first day being in their new classroom,
change of chinese tr.
presence of new friends.
crying and wailing at every corner of the classroom.
chaotic.
everything was sort of "OMG"
tiring day.
it was then ii hope that ii have that fairytale "magic wand" to make the little ones listen and listen.
even for a second.
ii would be thankful.
ii guess thats the "stress" of being in this line.

just finished finalizing ayc proj stuff.
cool.
gonna be over on thurs.
1 more down.
number of projs remaining can be calculated within 5 fingers.

IEP poster presentation next tues.
left pasting the stuff with double-sided and dry-runing .
and guess we r almost done .
till the report drive us crazy.

cant help but dread sch reopening next monday.
dat means all the projs are gonna come crashing down even harder.

2010-01-01T00:53:00.000+08:00

backk home from proj meeting.
afterr diiner.

initially supposed to meet him,
but due to some reasons, den never.
den babbyy surprise me wiith a surprise viisit.

dearr lurbbe,
took such a long ride just to give mii surprise,
muacks.
really surprised and gan-dong la.
diidnt know you will...

till the end.
well,
endedd dayy 01/01/2010
wiith babyy.

2009-12-31T18:22:00.003+08:00

AHH!
how can ii forgett aboutt my blessings for YEAR 2010!!!

here it goes!!!

hope that my family members
stay healthy and happy!
health is more important than any other things.
strike 4D. rofl!!!

for one and only babyy,
hope that you will do well for your studies,
do well for your attachment,
smoke lesser,
sleep earlier,
eat healthier,
drink lesser,
stay happyy always.
smile more.
andd andd andd love mi more and more :D
blehs *

for gfs, (Poh, ah li, ah ong, ah tan)

hope that in year 2010, all of us graduate with A star results!
overcome every obstacles positively :D
andd may our friendshipp/ sistershipp grows stronger and stronger.

for one and only BEST FRIEND, E-LI-TAN.

do well for your studies,
all the best for your FYP attachment
sleep early,
dont trouble yourself with r/s stuff,
STAY clear from all the "redundant flies"
andd andd meet me more :D

and FOR MYSELF.

get the scholarship,
graduate with good GPA for year 3.2
think postitively,
stronger r/s with bbabyy,
strong immune system!

well, think dats all...

perfect fullstop to year 2009.

cheerios 2010 !!!

2009-12-31T11:51:00.009+08:00

Last post of YEAR 2009 !!!

SO FREEZE, its gonna be a LONG post, ii guess. :)

PHEW,

in a blink of an eye, year 2009 gonna end in about 12 hours time.

maybe ii should say, 2009 has been a tough/ challenging yet fruitful year for me!!!

ACADEMIC!!!

Last few months towards graduation in poly.
field practicum this year has been AWESOME!
MENTORS, TEACHERS, CHILDREN which ii have met, have been GREAT!
they make up nearly 70% of my HAPPINESS!!!
first time celebrated teacher's day,
first time received teacher's day presents and xmas presents from the kids.

been rushing throughh every single projs,
rushing to apply for uni and scholarship...
still, ii am glad that things do goes pretty well for me,
if everything goes well, ii guess my next year would be even more fruitful and challenging!

II pray that no matter what decisions or things ii do now,
"you" will guide me eventually to my final goal.
for ii know you have always been walking side by side with me :)
one day, ii will go back.
this, ii promise.

Lurbe since 14 April.

lurbe have been sweet this time,
somehow, glad that you have always been there for me even though time have alwayss been a factor.

this picture explains how ii felt,
andd the speciall "someone" is babbyy.
somehow, ii gues my strengths complements your weakness,
and your strengths complements my weakness.

imperfections make perfections.
guess this is how compromise is being made.
and its amazing that we have managed to come so far,
and many more far distance to walk hand in hand together. yea?

and yes, GLT lurbe you more and more every single day. :)

Friends and family have been supportive and great.
Gfs have always been sweet and accomodating,
THANKS for always being that sweet andd lovingg bunch !!!

FAMILY have always been a place where ii can be my true self.
my temperament, my character, my way of doing things,
afterall, who know me the best? definitely, is family.

despite every quarrels, ii know they are still the one who cares most about me: DDD

AT THE end of the day,
COURAGE is still what ii needd the most to overcome every obstacle.

Last but not least,
ii know every obstacle that ii overcome will make me to be a stronger person,
so ii wont ask "him" to give me a smooth and easier path,

BUT a path which is challenging and exciting.
for ii know ii will become the type of person you want me to be.

THANK YOU TO EVERY SINGLE one of you,
who have made me smile in year 2009,
who have made me frown in year 2009,

GOODBYE, 2009.
cheerios!!!

2009-12-27T00:32:00.005+08:00

spent my entire sat at home.
watch-edd tv like e entire day.
ah yi ask me go out wiith her and giirl giirl,
ii actually toldd her next time bahs.
just felt like stayiing at home.

idk how to explain,
my current mood.

after all the happenings,
GLT's mood is like drastic fall from sunny weather to rainy with thunderrstorms weather.
now, ii fully understood some principles of life.

seriously,
ii dono where my path leads me to.
my dreams, diminishing and fadiing everyy single day.
how pathetic. :(

maybe ii should cast away those dreams and be more realistic.
sometimes, life HAS to be that way.
reality is afterall that cruel.

ii cant help but walk the path which reality leads me.

2009-12-26T13:47:00.005+08:00

Christmas eve WASS AWESOME!!!

PARTT 1.

Partyy at Ah poh house!

damn cool.

accompanyy was even more thumbs-upp!

b, ah poh, ah li, ah ong, ah tan, ah li bf.

PIIZZA diiner was yummy,
gamess withh them were superr cool.
HAHA. most impt is we ENJOYEDD ourselvesss!!!

Photos sayy all.

my angel is actually XU AH LI!!!

hahahah!!! thanks for yourr hello kiitty tee.!!!
loves!!!

PARTT 2.

cabbedd go home change andd went bugis meet b NS frens.
steamboat.

laughs! what an eatiing dayy.
muahahaha.

leftt 2plus am frm steamboat there,

cabbed to e-litan house.
cos of some redundant flies.

boo.
yucks, ii dont like them.
not at all.

playedd alcohol games.
damn the alcohol.

think 4 plus or 5 plus am then home sweet home.

PHEW.!
busyy busyy xmas..

still, EVERYTHIINGG was LOVES.
MINUS Of the REDUNDANT flies presence.!!!

2009-12-19T01:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPYY 20th BIRTHDAYY

JOVIIN CHONG!!!

ah chonggg,
hahaha. congee jovin,
amazinglyy ii managedd to dig out these"old-not so glam photos." HAHA.

cant rmb whenn was e last time we ever tookk photo tgt le.
yes, that toot with spects is me. like duh.

rmb those days when we would always pon school,
tookk bus 13 all the way to inter.
thenn idk wher we slack.
HAHA.
tonning at ur house like super often,
acc u to bake cookies for somebodyy call benjamin X
alwayss doing silly stuff tgt.
REMEMBERRR not?!

THose were the days.
whenn we were plain 13,14,15,16 .

meett up liike soon?
the last time ii met you was like ....

MAY all ur bdayy wiishes come TRUEE!!!

2009-12-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

another week has passedd!!!
duhh, superr fast la.
so happyy, ii earnedd $$$ thiis week.:DDD
muahahha.
its been like projects, work, projects, work... week.

alrightiie,
elearniing week is overr.
officiallyy 2 weeks of holidayy. !!!

Xxmas is like soSo near...OoooooOOoO =DDD

2009-12-16T23:11:00.003+08:00

i thinkk ii m' enjoyiing myy partiallyy work life more now,
tiime seems to pass by faster.
with my little ones.
:)

been busyy cracking my brain, my mind, on the christmas presents ...
for cliques,
my MORTAL #2,
andd b.

haha. for cliques,
sort of gotten almost all of theirs presiie.
its like a tradition since year1,
loves.

while thinking abt theirr presie,
ii cant help but to think of what ii wannn for my christmas...
*griins*

.:: WANTS list ::.

ppl, pls dont be overwhelmedd. !!!
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okay, ready, thats just a warm up ...

.:: WANTS list ::.

-> hair cream.
-> bottle. cos tyl say ii have been using plastic water bottles. :(
-> niice niice clothiing.
-> niice niice nail polish colour.
-> niice niice palms.
-> myy foreverr so thiick eyelashess!
-> face shop makeup remover.
-> mp3 earp[i]ece.

BOO, not quite a lot afterall right?!
HAHAHA.
anyy kind souls? `LAUGHS`

lotsa of shopping overr the weekendd for presiiesss.
christmas mood.
damn cool!

2009-12-14T22:58:00.001+08:00

Babbyyy,

HApPy 8th monthh.

How time flies.

lurbee you la.

proOmise,

always will be there.

2009-12-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

pHOTOS @ the airport. :)

2009-12-13T13:40:00.000+08:00

weekends has always been a sort of breather for me.
busy sat.

sent da jiu to airport with family.
then walk ard at airport withh popo and grandpa.
well, seriously, nothing one la.
just walking, walking and walking.

mac for lunch.
grandpa was super cute when he ate the cheese burger.
he ate 2 somemore.
HAHA.

xiao jiu came and pick us upp.
vrooomm .... go ah yi house againn..
see ruii xi girl girrll.

oh ya, though ii spent the entire of my friday with girl girl,
still she was loves.
candy sugar la.

yuupp, back to topic.
mama asked xiiao jiu go by the new expresswayy, KPE?
ndd ii saw e familiarr road.
the familiarr sign boardd.
tempted.

haha. we got sort of lost, andd "dou feng" for abt 40 mins.
Super funnyy la.

went ah yi housee then playedd with herr.
left iin the eveniing.
home-edd, changedd and out agaiin.

this time, went town meet b and his friends.
caught mid-nightt movie- The storm warriors.
kk lor. dontt quite like.

while waiting for movie, went shoppiing for christmas presents.
HAHA. was kind of fun and cool.

anyway. cabb-edd home wiith b.

2009-12-10T20:15:00.005+08:00

ii think ii left my soul somwhere with you.

why do i have to meet you?
why do you have to hurt me?
when ii gave my heart and soul to you.
*from a part of a song*

fragile heart,
can you still take another blow by whoever who wanna leaves?

2009-12-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

do fairytales even exist?
intuition told me its just a matter of...
female colleague once told me that parents can only have one,
but husband can change their wives or have many wives.
pathetic fate.

ironic.
damn the reality.

2009-12-06T14:38:00.002+08:00

met b at bugis .
diiner-edd at V8 cafe.
:)

thenn walkk ard, and home-edd.
he gotta do hw.
so yupps.

cause ii know you wont feel at ease till you completed your hw.
so ii told you eat hao le jiu go home.
helpp b with his posting.

iif can help you, surely ii wont hesitate.
so dont need to worry.
ii promise,
ii will always be there.

2009-12-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

friday, like finally.
phew.
another week has passed.
gasping.

had OBHRM presentation.
well, ii presented. tried.

projects wiith the usuals.
from 11am till 4plus pm.
brain-dead, like totally.
nice and comfy raining weather was such a spoiler.
spoil our moods for projects.
yawning like duh.

finallyy met gfs at parkway for diiner.
KFC, they love KFC. =X
still, time spent was cool.
last time met up with them was like during mid-autumn.

anyway,
went shopping.
thenn sat at some very romantic area outside MOS,
5 chairs and 1 round table, which was just nice for the 5 of us.

discussed about our christmas party.
at Poh house.
damn cool,
the games: limbo and musical chairs and etc,
the angel and mortal game,
the decoration,
the food,
the drinks,
the company!

Dear MORTAL #2,

ii know who you are, BUTT you dono who ii am,
just take care la!!!
HAHAHAHA.

TILL the truth reveal la!

christmas mood~
presents,
presents,
and presents. . .

2009-12-01T16:54:00.003+08:00

decided to add some colours to the blogg.

so here you go. :)

NEW member ?
Weilson?
bELONG to LQL. :)))

XXXXX, NEW-to be member?
Belong to the onlyy chipmunk?!

Number 1.
1st May 1989

Number 2.
24 August 1989

Number 3.
13 October 1989

Number 4.
10 November 1990

Number 5.
28 November 1990

HAHAHA.

done.

in time to come, when ii get old, like SOON.

ii will come back to this post to rmb their bday eh!!!

HAHAHA =DDD

2009-11-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

SATURDAYY.

broughtt lil bro to marine parade lib in the morning.
he wanna borrow books.
so ya.
andd hadd some nice pastryy and coffee over there.
ii knew, he was happy.

afterrnoon,
rush-edd, bus-edd to cine to meet b, chun ho and his gf, carol.
light lunchh and play arcade awhile.
HOHOHO.
ii won carol in the basketball machiine thing.

anyway,
movie-edd, new moon.
nice movie.
thoughh ii dint watch the first part.

andd walk ard andd chun ho and carol went home crash proj.
went heeren walkedd and bought some stuff.
so happen that LIMQIULING and his bf also at ps.
so went ps to meet them. :)
couple date, eh?
like finally?
LOL.

afterr "serious" discussion,
b anyhow said "steamboat" andd we really had steamboat for diiner.
usual place .
ate till super full.
lovess :DDD

enjoyable day,
wiith b andd 2 couples .

SUNDAYY .

triedd doing some meaningful stuff,
brought lil bro go kallang leisure park to watch cartoon movie.
The fantastic fox.
then shopp andwalkk awhile.

time passed faster in this way.

2009-11-28T11:11:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHH!!!
ii wana scream,
ii wana wallop ppl up,
ii wana shout,
ii wana throw iin the white towel,
andd say "thats it."
ii wana put a fullstop to everything,
ii wana ignore it,
ii wana stop,
ii wana say " i cant do it "

siighs!!!
ii dont like you,
dont like.
seriously dont like,
yet,
ii have to.

oh god,
giive me the strength to overcome this,
will you ?
"Knock and you shall receive"
ii am knockiing,
will you pls open the door?

2009-11-26T00:09:00.001+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

just came backk from TYL bday celebratioon and ANA part 2 celebratioon!!!
alryte, read on to find out more la!

finally, submiittedd the lastt 2 assignmentss which are due today.!
andd phew!!! BYE, WEEK 6!!!
this week got 3 assigns due. !!!

backk to what ii was saying!!!
Bus-edd to ecp after sch wiith cliques.
blindfolded TYL after we alight at sing post.
all the wayy till the bicycle shopp at ecp.

on our way there,
was ddamn cool la!!!
got TYL to go do obstacle course at the playground with her eyes being blindfoldedd.
MUAHAHAH. evil right! *griins*
once a year, so seems alryte la.

anyway.
ii video-ed e whole journeyy !!!
off to ECP den.

andd bluff TYL say her stuff inside her bag missing.
then she cried lar! TILL super jiialat.
***think she knew what we did, just entertain us onlyy la***
hor, TYL, correct not??!

anyway..!!!
denn we cycle-edd!!!
cool. TYL cyclingg superr PRO la!
a lot of attention iis requiredd whenn she iis nearr.
!!!

rest at carls' juniorr for our so called late lunch.!
then cycle again, to the otherr end of ECP.
cool eh.
photo day.
photooss, photooos, and photoos!!!

7 sth pm, went backk return the bicycles.
On our way to the lagoon, ana suddenly wanted ICE-CREAM!!!
she boughht her switzerland icecream .
thats when the entire "FAIRY-TALE"story startedd!!!

OKAY!
daredd ana to do sth.and she did and she reapedd a great "fruit".
OXXXA
Right? snow white? doc? grumpy?
andd finally after all the laughter, the screaming, the ahh-s, we reachedd lagoon at 8plus pm.
LIMQIULING's bf came andd ya.

diinerr-edd.
walkedd backk to the ice-cream shop to collect TYL cake.
HAHA.
details too much,
shant elaborate any further.
further clarification, ask the 5 of us. =X
MUAHAHAHHAHA

shy,
shy,
and shyy.
thats e onlyy word to describe " OXXXX "
right, snow white?!

anyway, back home nearly 11pm.
shagg-edd. everywher ache.
still, enjoyable tiime!!! XD

gonna go rest,
rest well, GLT.
BYE, EARTHLINGS!!!

2009-11-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

went school in the afternoon.=/
diid some stuuff in e morning.
whichh ii felt contentedd.

interesting thing of the day was TYL antenna?!
alright, shall not elaborate further before she wanna take a "real" vegetable knife and kill me tmr. =X
HOHOHOOO.

silly babyy hadd hiis idk what test at maju ccamp.
he disappeared into thin aiir from 23113213413 hrs TO 213213145I35 hrs.
boo.
do well on sat then,
for yOur the 200bucks.
miisses. :D

2009-11-23T01:13:00.000+08:00

Monday. blue-s-s-s-s...
went schh for 2 hr lecture.
andd off, backk home.
seriously, dont feel like gg home,
linger alone somewhere near.
but oh well,
nobodyy,
but me, me, and me.

sounds like duh,
GLT. have been like datt since the start of this sem. . .
seriously.
ii dono what ii wan now.

to come out and work after grad?
or get a degreee?
wiith wheelock??
dats not really my original plan at all,
not at all.
my social work,
will ii ever be there?
siigh. =X
dont ask me whyy ii wana be in social work,
iits just me.
ii like.
ironic,
still, ii applied for wheelock.
application results out jan 2010.

oAHH.
maybe god has another plan for me?!
iidontknow, seriously. degree in wheelock means another 2 years of intense stuff which ii am studying and doing now.
siigh.

thiinking, maybe working after grad sounds good,
but as a teacher?
ii dont know iif ii am ready for the challenge,
ready for everything, or not?! =(

off-mood entire day.
perhaps,
at times, when ii care too much,
this happens.
tell me how,
tell me why. . .

2009-11-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

sunday.

dull.
nothing.

theres a saying that goes, treat ppl the way you want ppl to treat you.
stiill, ii treat you good, you dont appreciate.
never mind.
ii have learnt to let things go,
you, you, you and you.

life still goes on.

babyyyy, miss you la!
miss your silly-ness.
your everything :)

2009-11-20T22:42:00.001+08:00

everythiing were so damn f wrong from MORNING !!! . . .
roller coaster emotions.
that damn yucky feeling.
that damn cant be bothered feeling.
ii pray, this time, ii will stand firm .
is there any misunderstandings?
ii aint sure.

went powerhouse with babyy, e-litan and her bf.
free entry for students.
best fren and ii dint know.
the amt of alcohol ordered was =.='''
beer,
darn graveyard,
blasting music.
whatslife without them?

enjoyable tiime.
mere moment of escapiing away from reality.
drink drank drunk.
eh. no, werent drunk.

went geylang for supper.
and home sweet home. :D

babyy superr duper protective.
every moment, was evol.
silly.
still, loving you more and more every single day.
with you.

2009-11-08T11:40:00.000+08:00

Lastt SATURDAY.

went vivo wiith family.
great and yummyy lunchh at "PU-TIAN" which is located in the food republic.
FOOD WAS NICE,
AMBIENCE WAS LIKE THE OLDEN DAYS,
hope popo and gong gong enjoyed. :)))

GIRLGIRL ruixi grew taller!!!
its amazing how little babies grow,
and become toddlers,
and become young children.
WHOOO~

yet ii am getting olderr, OLDERR. day by day. =.='''
BOO.

Photos of that day!

Xiiao jiiu,
always self-claim young. =XXX

he is 10 years older than me only.

LASTLY, 1/2 COMPLETE FAMILY PHOTO.

still, it was LOVES.

2009-11-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

End of week 3.
"cant seem to be breathiing normally."
argh~

fighting against time every single day,
how pathetic.
no time for so many things.

enjoyedd my weekend last week.
with my ever best gf andd babyy.
boo.
ii feel superduper loved.

baabyyyyy,
yes, ii miss you la.

2009-10-30T01:37:00.000+08:00

week 2 of school.
no comments.
not enjoying.
till then,

ii guess ii have to have better management of my emotions,
and my 360degrees up and down sides of emotions,
how pathetic.
afterall, its still me, me, me and me.

special fri.
not with anybody,
but wiith my all-time best friend.
siince 2004.
its like we just share e same of everything.
definitely,
at this point of time,
ii am not at home yet.
went pubbing.

just felt that ii neededd a breather over this weekend.
some immune booster to gett me going,
to keep me going, till ii cant take it.

ii dont know how,
ii dont know why,
but ii know ii miss you.

neither here nor there,
either here or there,
ps: ii miss those days,
where ii dont have to give a f damn to anything.

ii am not satisfied.
tell me how,
tell me why,
isit u,
isit me,
or isit ii too. . .

2009-10-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

cantbebothered.
can ii just shuff my shoulder off everything that is rested on my shoulders?
no - one understood,
no one tried to even understand.
ii need something that is strong enough to immune that shucks feeling.

till then,
ii promise ii will get u out first.
before ii have the time.

2009-10-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

First week of school.
one word.
busy.
busy tutorin lil bro.
busy doing projs.
busyy.
priority, lil bro first .
so proud of myself- ii am a good sister.
muahahaha.
put lil bro first even before my own projs.

still, something is missing.
isit me or.
merely.

meanwhile,
seriously, manyy things undone.
never spent enough time with popo they all,
never read-upp some stuff which ii am supposed to.
all my things are undone.

cos, entire weekend, is just primary 3 maths, english and science.
ii realised, actually to a kid, he yearns and wishes for very simple things.
meal at Ajisen, go play arcade. and others.
yet, why do things get more complicated as one grows up.

still, be thankful. :D
in one way or another.
no one's life is perfect.

2009-10-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

Pefect full-stopp at XXXXX childcare.
ii spent 4 months of my 20 years life at there,
2 months attachment,
2 months working.

its just when everything seem so perfect and that special bond is there with all the colleagues,
then it was time to say good bye.
ii miss the kids,
like seriously.

ii told Ming Ming that I will not be coming here on monday,
cos gg to school.
He actually said, dont wan, i dowan you to go school, you change here and study.
aint it sweet?!
and he actually cried when he realised that ii am not bluffing him.

iit just takes one child to really appreciate andd say "Teacher Liting, wo xi huan ni, ni bu yao zhou" . . .
just one.

gave the kids small toy,
gummies.
gave two teachers a small gift,
glad that they like it v. much.
type of colleagues one meet at work place really matters a lot.
ii am one of the lucky lucky one. :)

with great mentor,
great teachers,
great aunties,
great kids. . .

Teacher Eileen and Ma-lao-shi

goodbye .
ii promise ii will be back.

2009-10-14T00:17:00.001+08:00

HAPPYY HAPPY 20TH BDAYY

ANA... HAY!!!
:DDDDD

LET THE PHOTOS do the talking :)))
Its ANA's cum photo dayy !

SHAKE HAND CEREMONY
BYY the cchairman of the 20 year old club!!!
G.L.T

Followed by the vice-chairman,
L.Q.L.

shall end off this post wiith this superr
look like dance photo .

MUAHAHAH.

2009-10-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

2nd last dayy of working.:(((

tdyy MingMing's parents boughtt me a small gift.
a gold bracelet.
veryy nice. wiith blink bliink.
in fact, iit was the heart that matters.
ii was somehow puzzzledd like why they bought me the giftt.
these few weeks, ming ming became very attached to me.
whichh was kind of sweet in one way or another.

hopefully ii have made a difference in each and every single child in N1.
andd children do go home and tell their parents about the happenings in school.
guess ming ming do tell his parents about me. dats whyy.

felt veryy touched and appreciated.
indeed, its very encouraging.
ii mean like some parents actually do see the efforts teachers put in. :)))

dear kids,

ii promiise ii will be back.

pls dont forget me.

2009-10-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

you become what you thiink about.

neither here nor there.

2009-10-11T11:56:00.004+08:00

sSATURDAYY.
spent the entire dayy wiith at popo house there,
girl girl ruixi came. :)
still as small size as before.
LOL. its the genes lar!

xiao jiiu woke upp andd went to pp the arcade.
intro xiao jiu to a game.
which was very addictive.
won a lot of minor prizes but NOT the MAJOR PRIZES. !@@#!$!$!$!@$!#@

then xiao jiiu catchh this carebearr.
while popo told hiim whichh one, catchh wherr.
popo was the advisor ehs. XD

girl girl wiith CAREBEARR!

tHE pOoH bearr cann move one. :DDD

My collectiionSss, :DDD
muahahha.
all were caughtt by xiao jiu one.
andd the biig blue carebbear cost about 29.90 bucks if one buyy from outside.

ii know TYL likes carebear.
gotten urs alrdy?
=X=X=X=X=X

2009-10-09T23:01:00.004+08:00

tdyy was K2 first full dress rehearsal.
means the hair, make up, the costumes, everything have to be done within the expectedd duration.
everything was kinda hurry hurry, faster, faster, quick quick!!!
=.='''
the moment we reachh, ii got down to serious business.
helpp the kiids to put make-upp.
ii was like not sure how to put stage make upp.
so ii aga aga andd yea, somehow, ii did better than ahem ahem.
anywayy,

all was done.
but mistakes on stage do happen. . .
still, the kiids DO deserve applause for theiir courage. :D

GROUPP PHOTO.
[[tryy looking for me!?!?!?]]

these 2 are loves.
pardon myy biassssssssse-ness.

on the bus backk to school,
ii sat beside them and they just kept talking to me for the entire journey. *griins*
whichh was abt 45 minutes.

ii got them to do a drawiing of me overr the weekendd,
shall see what theyy will give me on monday.. :DDD

rushh home.

went wiith mama and lil bro to see chinese physiciann at Hougang therre.

old ailment.

darn knee.

LOL.

siince 20 years ago,

wheneverr mama have old ailment,
we confirm go see thiis chinese physician.

last time was mama go see,

now iis mama andd ii go see.

*LAUGHS*

happierr note,
iis thatt ii manage to book a dental appointmentt next week!

liike FINALLY.

so CANDYYNIGHTDREAMM !!!

2009-10-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

was blog hopping earlier on.
read this somewhere :

A penny for your thoughts. . . .

[People, in a relationship, about 2 years +, there's already a rough estimation of whether he/she's the one for you. Maybe, if you realized, you can’t change a person, then don’t try too hard as it may be a waste of time. 2 years to decide “marriage material” or “not”. If not, say “next!” and go on. =) ]

till then,
NIGHTS.

2009-10-06T23:09:00.003+08:00

workk has beenn pretty alright.

just that all the kids came tdy.

FULL-house.

well,

idk why but ii am starting to miss the kiids.

7 more days of seeing the kiids,
7 more days of hugging the kiids,
7 more days of kissing the kids,
7 more days of asking the kids "if they love me not?"
7 more days of every little thing btw me and them .

you will be amazed by the different answers the 3 years old give:

#1.

LT: "Child A, you love me not?"

Child A: " Yes!"

LT: "How much you love me?"

Child A: " So so much!"

#2.
*SAME qns*
Child B: "I love you hen duo hen duo lei!" (translate in chinese)

still got a lot funny answers by the little ones. :D

too much to be mentioned here.

ANDD school will reopen on the 19th. =X

which means proj proj and proj.

working and schooling have its pros and cons.
still, iits a learning experience la.

TYL say ii am being too "theoretical" recently.
LAUGHS!!!```
ii guess iit just my perceptions and feelings nowadays.

being too attachedd wiith the little ones is kind of . . . . .

difficult to be detachedd .

Gfs on Mooncake FESTVIALL :DDD

till we meet again :)

2009-10-04T01:51:00.001+08:00

anyway.
thats my babyy antidote which makes my smile every day. :)
aint he adorable?!

2009-10-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

celebratedd mooncake festivall wiith gfs.
met them for diiner at ecp.
was supposedd to playy candles at ecp one but well the wiind too big and its all pitch black.
not ggood.
so went to ah li house there the playgroundd and settle down.

me and ah li was determinedd to get the candles lighted up,
while the other 3 busy takiing photos eh. =.='''
anyway, eventually we succeeded.

things got bit too boring and we left playground and off to the void deck.
grp photo and off ii went to take bus home.

backk home.
well.
perhaps, things could have got a bit less complicated.
its how one thinks.

2009-10-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

Met shelby at TM after work .
for diinnerr and watch the movie- FAME.
was kind of rush but managed to be in the theatre just in tiime. :)

movie was alright.
ii expectedd better.
anyway.
walk walk ard and bought angie choice cakes home.
bus-edd 67 home then.

fall asleep straightt afterr shower.
LALALALA.

2009-10-01T23:02:00.004+08:00

TO: ALL THE CHILDREN,

HAPPYY CHILDREN'S DAY !!!

Have been really busyy prepariing presents for the kiids.
chipp in $$$ tgt wiith the teachers for my N1. :)))

morniing went City Harvest Children's Church service with the kiids.

buss journey there was argh,

BUS keptt jerking non-stopp.

most of the teachers vomitted.

service startedd at 11am.

By the tiime we reachedd there, the entire place was flooded with children of all ages.

seriously, ii damn afraid that my class kiids will get lost or what.
andd N1 kiids are onlyy 3years old .

both of my hands were full .

NOTT by holding bags but by holding the kiid's hands.

No wonder lecturers always say:

"Teacher must have many hands ,

and also eyes at the back of the head."

afterr several squeezing here and there,

we managed to squeeze into the main auditorium.

service startedd.

mixedd feelings.
iits like at the same place,

samee auditorium,
familiar smell,
ii actually miss those days. :(
yet, ii have no confidence iin the weekly commitment.

love the kiids a lot a lot.
ii still snapp snapp a lot photos.
upload another dayy .
see, theyy enjoying themselves la!

anyway,
after everything, it was super late by the time we went back to school.
Everythiing was like "eat quickly!" "faster faster!" "no time already!" etc.
ii would say, almost all the teacherss werre chasing after the tiime.

andd yupp,
afterr work,
ii went to myy last year attachment centre to be "Miiss Santa"
iits better to give than to receive!

gave presentss to the K1 kiids there.
andd yes, theyy rememberred me. :)))
iits amazing to see how much the kiids actucally grew afterr 1 year.

Teacher Justine ask me to be relief teacher there.
but well, maybe when school reopens.
relief teacher iis like as and when they need me, theyy will call me .
andd ii will go.

well, went to my fav swiing playground,
same playground,
same me,
but yet ii have brought different people there. =X
sat there for awhile,
played the swing,
and startedd thinking abt stuffs.
Guess ii have became more wiser and responsible towards people ard me.

TIll then,
tiredd.
NIGHTS.

2009-09-29T23:24:00.002+08:00

pretty busyy withh work.
or shouldd ii say my miind aint functioning properly.
*haiis* idk. orr maybe iis the weather,

feelling super sick.
ate medicine, sort of iin a drowsy mode now.
thiink ii better get in bed now,
before my miind wander elsewhere.

ii am really thankful for all the wonderful people at my workplace.
iits amazing how strangers became friends then good friends. :)

2009-09-25T01:15:00.001+08:00

tdyy was abit special instead of just plaiin working day.
VANNESSA came simei annd WE wentt downtown for diiner.
LOL. bus riide theree was kinda fast.
She occupiedd me by telling me all her stories about her HK trriip!

She brought me to thiis place:)

priciing good, food good too.
service good good!

Well, we ate exactlyy the same food la.
iis only $6.90 la.

andd free flow of driinks andd ice-creamm.

chawamushii therre also thumbs-upp.
good place for chilling out tOo. :)))

afterr talking so long,
haven tell you who VANNESSA iis.
SO thiis "oba-san" above iis HER!
HAHAHA.

hadd a full full diiner!

that set, andd 2 rounds of ice cream.
till ii need to ask for 1 hot water!

it is superr cold there la!

anyway,

bus home.

andd she stopped her story at DAY 3 of her HK triipp!

LOL.

veryy long tiime never contact the bro,
well,
quite funny to be speaking on the phone for so long,
after not seeing him for 2 years plus.
still, ii doubt all of us have changed much.

HAHA.

laughiing and remembering about how we became friends,

thenn
all the funny thiings.
well,
bro, hope things continue to remain fine and great for you!

2009-09-23T23:26:00.003+08:00

runniing a supper badd block nose.
AHHH!!!~

anyway.
congratss to BEST GF- EliTann for herr great results!!!
uu diid iit, you see!!! :)))

kiinda excitedd after knowiing datt on children's day,
the kkiids are going to the church to celebrate.
well, andd so coincident that the churchh iis actuallyy the one whiich ii went previously before ii...

upon knowing,
memories of me iin that church flashed backk .
sweet and sour memories.
hapyy andd sad moments.
the people there,
the once "wu-gui" family,
the once cg which we always go everyy week,
the once ppl whiich ii trusted whole-heartedly,
the shopping before service and slacking after service tgt,
those were the dayys.
to think of, ii actually miss all these now.

ii guess iits quite a mixed feelings to be backk at the original place wherre ii acceptedd the one above,
somehow, cant help but feel. . . .
is it a hint or a clue that ii should cast all my burdenS andd worrieS to you andd go backk to you?!
idk and have no answer yet,
still, ii know you will always be there. :)

2009-09-22T00:45:00.000+08:00

Met upp wiith polyy classmates last week after workk. :)))

for steamboat dinnerr @ ourr usuall place. "La-Mei-Zi"

nice diiner, nice catch-upp.

shelbyy andd ii dint joiin them for the gossip-piing partt.

kiinda tired from workk so yupps.
nextt time,

half of 3CO2

till then,

busyy wiith workk and famiily.
II dont usedd to be a "homely" person,

but now all ii wanna do iis to spend more tiime wiith them. :)

be iit watching tv show tgt or etc.

2009-09-18T07:21:00.001+08:00

WHHEEE~!~~~~
HAPPYYY.

The one above,
THANKY you and PTL .
II know you have always been there guiding me :)

2009-09-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

@ UBIN :)))

The isolate house.
this picture gave me some kind of loneliness feeling.

The stand-alone tree in the middle.
kind of like the way these trees stands &
Portrays some kind of resilience feeling.

No "body" is a stand-alone island.

This thiing above is superr shaky.
first stepp on the board waS really very scary.
the kiids could walk across the board wo any prob,
yet, ii have this fear thatt ii might fall off anytime,
iif ii dint plan my next step carefully.
.:: it made me realise that in life, no matter what we are doing,
the first step out always seems to be the most difficult one.
the fears, the anxieties, the worries. . .::.
still, it can be overcome eventually. :)

shall end off thiis post wiith a strong figure.
DISCIPLINE.
iis all ii need whenn all starts again.

2009-09-12T01:17:00.001+08:00

10-11 September was K2's overnight camppp.

welll.. scroll down to readd more,

iif not just click [X] .

DAY 1.

went pulau ubiin.
kiinda excitedd cos neverr been dere before.
so sitting on the bum-boat was a new experience for me . . .
was fun thoughh.

reachedd ubiin.
andd took a van to the Chek Jawa Wetlands.
the riide was veryy bumpyy too.
saw mudskippers, different kiinds of crabs, mangrove plants, jelly fiish, crustaceans, wild boarr andd some otherrs.
the kiids were so excitedd and keppt shoutiing "Where?" "There! see the mudskipper!"
supposed to keep veryy veryy quiet as we might frighten the "creatures".

anywayy. the sceneryy was sort of peaceful.
justt that a lot of walkiing, walking and walkiing.

Hadd a lovely lunchh at "First Stop Ubin Restaurant"
food was awesome.
Boat riide backk to the Changii Ferryy Terminal.

Went Airforce Museum thenn.
alrighht.
a lot of air planes to see.
kiids were fascinattedd.

BBQ diiner at ECP.
Vanessa came and joiinedd us afterr her workk.
At ECP, Vanessa andd I led the kiids with simple workout exercisee.
LOL. sortt of *malu* la.
anywayy.

Games were next,
ii ledd the game too.
ii would rate the first game funn level= 50 out of 100.
things didnt went as well as we thought.
There were this intense feeling between the 2 groupss.
still, we managedd to end the game well.

Next, got the kiids to be in the same groupp and create an air plane model by using the different recycled materials.
from thiis game, iit was obvious who was the leader, who was the more verbal one, who was the creative one, who was the patient one and etcc.
not only that, ii developp a better understandiing of them.

Then, iit was BBQ diiner.
famished.
eat, eat andd eat.
Aunties and the teachers laughedd at one funny thing of me.

One of the child's mother asked "Xiao- mei ah, you study primary what?"
T: "eh, ii poly already. Year 3"
Parent: " *laughss* I thought you primary what only lei."

iidk how the staffs knew abt this,
so they laughedd at me duriing diiner. *AHHH*
anyway. that was not the end,
Teacher Chen said just now the officers at the Changi Ferry Terminal thought ii and jervyn same age.
*Jervyn iis a p.5 giirl*
=.='''
no comments.

Afterr diiner, packedd upp andd left ECP wiith Madeline and Rugaiyah .
Bus 43 tgt.
superr tiredd and shackk from all the walking, sweating, laughing, talking and shouting. !
still, it was memorable.

DAY 2.

Firstt place : Singapore Discovery Centre.
tour-edd ardd,
watchedd a 3D movie: The call of the wild.
thenn Lunchh. :)
somehoww there was thiis special bond formedd with the pri. children whiich are in my grpp.

Second place: Marina Barrage.
guidedd tourr andd sort of kinda chaotic.
photos, photos and photos.
Grp photo markedd the end of the second place..

went backk centre.
go thru the booklet with them .
sayy hellos and bye-byes to my N1.

Home.
tiiredd.

ii know you are safe. :)
do continue to be safe.

2009-09-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

those darn feelings!

till then.

will update more during the weekend.

meanwhile,

ii dont feel good,

wanna hide at some corners of the earth,

where illusions can be gone.

where ii dont need anything.

where ii can sit at the seaside and listen to the waves till the howling wind chase me away.

where ii can capture moments of the place and pen down my thoughts and feelings down in a tiny winy bookk.

2009-09-06T02:09:00.003+08:00

B,
ii aiint good wiith sweet words 0rr anythiing.

just wanna tell yOu not to be too stress wiith studies and work and car lic stuff.

ii know ii can only be a listeniing ear to you.

hoOpe you will feel better tOo.

dont giive upp, jiiayOu okay?!

ii will always be therre . :)

2009-09-05T01:54:00.000+08:00

WEEKEND.

tOo lazyy to update what happens afterr 31 AUGUST.

siimply too busyy.

well.

nothiing special.
even iif got, ii alreadyy forgot liao. =/

SoO. yupps.
OH~ got 1 thiing. met gfs to have an earlii bdayy celebrattion for Ong and Ah Lii!!!
kiinda tiired and shackk datt day.
so ya.
BYE. :DDD

MAMA =D

Lil bro =D

2009-08-31T01:08:00.000+08:00

fiirst ttiime cELebrattedd Teacherrs' Dayy.
fiirst tiime having the awesome feeling of beiing a teacher .:DDD

reachedd centre in the morning.
Adrielle came running towards me and gave me teacher day present and a hugg.
touchedd . T.T
a lot of yummyy foods from the parentss too.
at the end of the dayy,
collectedd quite a lot of presents. :DDD

andd TEACHERRS' DAY DIINER wiith the teachers were the highlight of the day!
afterr workk=> mushroom pot buffet.
firstt tiime having diiner with them.
kiinda exciteddd.

well.
ate a lot. and ii meant really a Lot that kiind..
ii realisedd the teachers really know how to eat and enjoy food to the max.
LAUGHSS! theyy sayy this eat like that, nice. (so theyy say try try.!)
andd kiiap giive me the food.
endd upp ii ate a lot too =XXX

oOver diiner.
gossippedd, laughedd, as usual, some dirtyy jokes by the aunties.
LALALALLALAA!

anotherr happier unexpected thing happenedd !
toook bus 7 home as usual from town.
as ii was seated down and holding a bag of presents,
the person standing in front of me kept smiling at me.
ii felt kind of wierd but still smiled back.
then she asked "Are you a teacher?"
I said yupp.
she then said " HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY " Enjoy, its your day!"
idn what to say but kept smiling.

Then she saidd something like without you teachers, the children will not be able to (somethiing somethiing)---ii forgot what she said liao--- but iits sth good that make me felt TOUCHEDD too.

Homesweethome.
tiiredd.

2009-08-31T00:43:00.000+08:00

LOVELY.. Ones :DDD

HAPPYY TEACHERRS' DAYY !!!

2009-08-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

PHOTOOS :)))

LOVELLY classmates :D
qIIUU mama 20th bdaayy !!!

FAMIILYY :DDD

2009-08-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

II GUESS BLOGGER is like. . . .@$@!$@#^$#^#@
oh man!!!~ just when ii felt like uploading photos todayy,
blogger decided to be yucky. . .
wth.

anyway.
long day tdy.
ruixi giirl giirl came. andd as usual, xiiao jiu and ii took care of her.
went pp wiith xiao jiiu, popo, gonggong, ruixi giirl giirl. . .
playy ARCADE!!!
II WON XIIAO JIIU AND LIL BRO IIN DAYTONA 3 tiimes iin a row. !!!
cool yea?!?!
LOL.

MUAHAHAHA. andd went GIANT.
FINALLYY boughht my marshmalloww!!!
andd some tidbits!!!

ii wanna buyy myy HELLOKITTYY metall water bottle!

but. . .

ahh. anyy kiind souls? ? ?

Ruixi giirl giirl fall asleepp on me.
nearlyy an hour as she just hugg me like a koala bear and slept!
well. kinda sweet actually.
so ii just hug her and pat her to sleepp . . .

well.
thats my day.

how should ii descriibe how ii am feeliing,
feel bad, dont feel good. . .
did some kiind of bad stuff?!
ii guess.
BAD G.L.T.
conscience has been prickiing me . . .
hais.
ii promiise next tiime ii wont.
ii promiise nextt tiime ii really wont.
ii promiise nextt tiime ii really really wont.

2009-08-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

HELLOS.

its a friday again.

what a tiring week.

work was alright though,

been busy doing up some stuff in the centre.

preparing for the K2 camp?

doing activities up for the children to play?

yupps.

sounds simple eh?

try being there the entire day wiith the young ones.

you miight get the feel of how early childhood practioner feel eh.

anyway.

ii need a properr-rest .

wiith no alarm ,

no calls,

nothiing.

tired.

[ps: ii will uploadd pics whenn ii have more tiime]

need to juggle out my time better.

busyy busyy every day. . . .

2009-08-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

met lovelyy classmate cliques afterr workk to celebrate QIU MAMA 20th bdayy!!!
though iits belated..

due to mama last min plan, our plan andd stuffs were in a mess.
cranky and kan-chiong state ii would say.
as we alrdyy have a sort of plan for her, you see.

well.. still. hope iit did surprise her in one way or anotherr. !
had ASTON for dinner at suntec.
met shelbyy at city hall control statiion.
while our spyy, TAN YAN LING and ANA HAY were wiith her at cine doing some stuffs.

kinda laZyy to describe whatt happened.
well, mama came, andd we gave her a slice of bdayy cake due to our so-called budgett excuses.
HAHA. then sang bday song. ate diinner.. . .
they left for a walk andd TYL and me got the waiter to bring out the oreo cheese cake which ana bake!!!

we put 2 candles, one where the flame can rekindle andd another candle can play the bday song.
well. mama was quite wary of us, ii would say.
LOL. dinner was quite peaceful except the singing of bday song part.

shelbyy and ii went carrefourr to buy 1.5 litre of water for mama.
initial plan was, we wanted her to drink 20 cups of ice water over at dinner but well, ice water at ASTON is not foc.
met the 3 of them at the fountain there.
blowed bubbles,
she drank 1/2 bottle nia,
we usedd eye liner to draw 20 stuffs on her hands . . . *ii guess the "tatoos" on her hands were more than 20..* grins.

siimple.
hope you enjoyedd everything that niight. :)))

2009-08-24T00:09:00.001+08:00

Mondayy !! 24th AUGUST !

Vanessa came over anddd we discussed the games for the campp over the dinner.
well.. sort of a catch-upp wiith her ever siince the last day of attachment.
been busyy wiith own stuffs duh.

anyway.
long day.

2009-08-22T13:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPPYY BITHDAYY DARRYLL !!!

celebratedd myy lil bro 9th birthdayy att POPO house.
awesome.

dayy didnt startedd well.
kiinda moody though.
went PS wiith mama and lil bro to get some artt stuff for my class teacher at DIaso.
andd also a cake for lil bro.

popo house.
slackedd.
guess my lil bro have had a lot of presentts!!!
blogger decidedd to be yuckss,
anndd hence ii cant uploadd photos. @#!@#!@$#!$!#%^$@#$!
duh.

took manyy photos. !
but well.
uploadd another tiime .

anyway.
Xiiao jiiu and QQ- meii (Jiiu mu) boughhtt hiim a superr biig present.
magiic stuff.
we werre kiinda fascinatedd and attractedd to explore and learn how to make magic wiith those stuuff.
guess only xiiao jiiu have that talent uhs.
LOL.

well.
great niight.

Just then,
ii thoughtt of how ii wanna celebrate myy 21st bday.
book a chalet, a room at some country club or whatever.
so long as theres bbq pit, a place to stay overnight.
Just my family.
popo and gong gong,
my uncles and aunties.
b.
myy best friend.
there goes the partyyy wiith,
myy big big hello kitty cake, bday song, presentss.
greatt opportunityy for family bonding eh.
siimple.

FAMILLY are everythiing to me.
despite of the daily little arguements or disagreements.
cannt imagine whatt would ii be without them .

2009-08-21T13:17:00.001+08:00

HAPPYY BIRTHDAYY
NICHOLAS !!!

HAPPYY BIRTHDAYY
AUNTIE KUAI CHAN !!!

The teachers playedd a dirty joke on Auntie Kuai Chan !
LOL.
shall not elaborate much.
it really warms my heart knowing that everyone cares for one another and actually took the effort to have a mini celebration during the children's nap time.
**smiiles**

In a nutshell,
first week of work,
awesome,
thumbs-up,
enjoyable.
I guess afterall ii am cut outt to bbe andd workk iin thiis environment.
thinking back of how ii myselff doubted my own ability and capability during attachmentt,
NOWW. ii guess ii am more sure oof myself.
keepiing trackk of the dailly happenings in my tiny winy diary,
for me to reminsence the beautiful little events . :)))

2009-08-19T18:35:00.002+08:00

AHH.
blogger have problems again =XXX !@@#!#@!$#@%$%!#@~!
stupiidd..

ANYWAY.
life has been fulfilling, fun and meaningful :DDD
family,
b.
chiiongiing drama. "Fated to love you" (ii know iits kiinda long show but well iits nice la)
WORKING at my attachment centre.
seeing myy "little angels" every day.

till now,
G.L.T liife has been rewarding every single day.

gonna be busyy wiith many lovelyy friiends bday.
Shall not mention who they are.
you know who you arre, yea??! *grrins*
anyway.

went to DBS Arts Centre with the kkiids to watch drama "The Boy Who Cried WOLF".
Awesome and Engagiing!worthh watchhing.
thumbs--upp !!!
memorable wass soome of myy N1 kiids actuallyy criied when the wolf talk, scream or laugh.
interesting yea?! think theyy cant differentiate fantasy from reality uhs.

WELL. . .
Will update more one dayy :DDD
Tune - iin :)))

2009-08-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLOSSSSSS XDDD

WHATT A LONG AND TIRRING DAYY man!!!

met TANYANLiing at QueenswaY earlii in the MORNING!

and bloody hell service centre super @!#~@#@#!@#!@!@!#@$$%
Fcuked Upp lor !

ii swearr 2 years later, G.L.T NOTGONNA buyy any more of thiis brand the phone!

ASS.
LOUSY SERVICE.

badd service.

annd ii mean reall reall BADDD!

HHappiier note.

went shopping wiith DEAREST TAN YAN LING for 3/4 of the dayy!

harbourfront for mac breakfast.!

vivo-edd for diaso andd arcade the basketball game.

this time we never "diao" toys.

walkk wallkk then jiiu go bugis liaos.

Fiirst stop : Bugiis Streett.

fiindiing suitable thing.

liike walkk a lot,

bought a lot of thing,
but most oof it aiint our own thing la.

damn sad can.

well. it is better to give then to receive yea?!?!

anyway.

had late lunchie.

Long John!

shared. lovely dovely.

ndd . . .

Bugis J. then . . .

TAN YAN LING wan buy carebear !!!

BED TIME de right?!!?!

or HARMONY?

or SUNSHINE?

or^^II forgot all the name liao lar!^^

*HEN HAO* she is waiting for ur carebear lar!!!

AHAHAHHA. !!!

well. and bus home.

ii am blessed truly iin many different ways.

ii pray for more blessings every siingle dayy.

somehow ii believed one dayy ii will return to the righful place.

the one and only you who can giive me everlasting peace.

"I will remember the deeds of the Lord;
yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago."
(Psalm 77:11)

2009-08-10T01:05:00.001+08:00

meet gs earli in the morning.
watch-edd movie. "Where Got Ghost" at TM.
funnyy.
well.
thenn buss 31 to parkwayy meet AH LII!!!
AHHAHAHA!
LONGG storyy..
soon iit will be reveal.
slackk at pp till 5plus pm.

meanwhile.
just be patient yea?!?!

AHH. AUgust a lot ppl birthday.
=///

andd popo house for diiner.
tv drama all the way. !
niice.

enjoyiing . :DDD

babebabbyy.

ii alsowann spend more tiime wiith you.
time?!?!
meanwhile. miss you lot lot.
take caree of urself also lar.

NIGHTS. :DDDD
iits those little little things that matters.

2009-08-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

iits just that shiity feeling.
that alone feeling.
that wanna scream feeling.
that wanna ignore everything feeling.
ahh.
whyy aiintyou wiith me by my siide now?
*that silly you lor*

iidk whatslife?
same qns,
same ironic.
iiif myy life were to end tmr.
what would ii wana do most.
no answer.
ii would miss you. you and you.
every single one.

till that day comes.
ii cheriish .

ii pray ii pray ii pray.
thatt you wiill always be there.

meaningful life.
ii reallyneed you badlly.

2009-08-07T00:04:00.003+08:00

Hellos.
HUMAN beiings =D

//=

been a long long timme siince ii updatedd a properr post.

how should ii start.

wherr should ii start.

#1
completedd my 8weeks of attachment at a totally new childcare.
passedd field supervisor assessment.
passed mentor assessment.
love the 2 corners which ii set up.
despite the late nights,
the grouchy-iiness..
STILL.
ii seriously miiss those 15 "little angels" of mine.
ii miss the teachers there.
ii miss mentor.
ii miss the aunti cook.
ii miss everylittle thing there.
AHH. isnt it amazing how strangers become friends.
and time just passedd in a blinkk of eye.

#2
ALL assignments are cleared.
last minute has never been in my dictionary nor cross my mind before.
time mgt improveD,
and will continue to improve. =D
ii Believe thatt eevrry obstacle thatt ii overcome,
will make me to be a stronger G.LT. !

#3
despite having little or no time at all. . .
i still managed to squeeze out that tiny winy time slot for my lovvely Gfs.
celebratedd AH POH bdayy early in advance.
didnt celebrate NATIONAL DAY wiith Gfs !
meeting them tomorrow for movie. :D
friends are those who realli appreciate and understandd.

#4
Last but not least.
DEAREST Babebabbyyy :DDD
your understanding was what that matters the most during this period of time.
whenn theres a lot of attachment stuff to do.
a lot of projs to clear.
instead of grumbling and complaining,
you knew what i wanted,
and what my priority was. . .

all along, ii stand firm with my piorities.
you knew how stubborn ii am.
you knew that no matter what you say or do, you still cannot get me out or away from all the attachmentt stuff.
still. ii am glad that you understand me and acc me through.
loves **

anddd. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

#5

ITT'S MYY WELL-DESERVEDDD HOLIDAYYY!!!

restiing for one weekk.

andd its workk time.

how cool.

"LITTLE angels, dont forget me!"
17august., ii will be back.
all the hugs and kisses!

GOODBYYE

YEAR 3 SEM 1!!!!

ii have had my fair share of sweet and sour.

2009-08-05T00:25:00.000+08:00

Friiends...

hangg on :)

Counting down . . .

2 more days till FP submission. !

Inspiration :)

2009-07-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

THE CREATION OF THE TEACHER

The Good Lord was creating teachers. It was His sixth day of 'overtime' and He knew that this was a tremendous responsibility for teachers would touch the lives of so many impressionable young children. An angel appeared to Him and said, "You are taking a long time to figure this one out."

"Yes," said the Lord, " but have you read the specs on this order?"

TEACHER:

…must stand above all students, yet be on their level
... must be able to do 180 things not connected with the subject being taught
... must run on coffee, coke and leftovers,
... must communicate vital knowledge to all students daily and be right most of the time
... must have more time for others than for herself/himself
... must have a smile that can endure through pay cuts, problematic children, and worried parents
... must go on teaching when parents question every move and others are not supportive
... must have 6 pair of hands.

"Six pair of hands, " said the angel, "that's impossible"
"Well, " said the Lord, " it is not the hands that are the problem. It is the three pairs of eyes that are presenting the most difficulty!"

The angel looked incredulous, " Three pairs of eyes...on a standard model?"

The Lord nodded His head, " One pair can see a student for what he is and not what others have labeled him as. Another pair of eyes is in the back of the teacher's head to see what should not be seen, but what must be known. The eyes in the front are only to look at the child as he/she 'acts out' in order to reflect, " I understand and I still believe in you",
without so much as saying a word to the child."

"Lord, " said the angel, " this is a very large project and I think
you should work on it tomorrow".

"I can't," said the Lord, " for I have come very close to creating something much like Myself. I have one that comes to work when he/she is sick.....teaches a class of children that do not want to learn....has a special place in his/her heart for children who are not his/her own.....understands the struggles of those who have difficulty....never takes the students for granted..."

The angel looked closely at the model the Lord was creating.
"It is too soft-hearted, " said the angel.

"Yes," said the Lord, " but also tough, You can not imagine what this teacher can endure or do, if necessary".

"Can this teacher think?" asked the angel.

"Not only think," said the Lord,. "but reason and compromise."

The angel came closer to have a better look at the model and ran his finger
over the teacher's cheek.

"Well, Lord, " said the angel, your job looks fine but there is a leak. I told you that you were putting too much into this model.
You can not imagine the stress that will be placed upon the teacher."

The Lord moved in closer and lifted the drop of moisture from the teacher's cheek.
It shone and glistened in the light.

"It is not a leak," He said, "It is a tear."

"A tear? What is that?" asked the angel, "What is a tear for?"

The Lord replied with great thought, " It is for the joy and pride of seeing a child accomplish even the smallest task. It is for the loneliness of children who have a hard time to fit in and it is for compassion for the feelings of their parents. It comes from the pain of not being able to reach some children and the disappointment those children feel in themselves. It comes often when a teacher has been with a class for a year and must say good-bye to those students
and get ready to welcome a new class."

"My, " said the angel, " The tear thing is a great idea...You are a genius!!"
The Lord looked somber, "I didn't put it there."

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